Emma3334
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hi
I know I shouldn't use the word fat and I wouldn't to someone else but I have to face facts after pretending I'm ok and haven't put on that much weight I got weighed this morning 17st 4.5 I cried.
I remember about 4 years ago starting and I was 15st 2 I cried and said I'd never be that big again, I got down to 13st and was happy then slowly put it back on then went back to SW and was 16st guess what I did.... Cried! Got back down to 13.7 then put it back on!
So I'm now practically 3 stone heavier, I'm not fitting into size 18s and kidding myself they're small fitting.... They're not!
My bf who normally doesn't care whatsoever about my weight he's been with me at 12st and all the ups and downs and never batted an eyelid but recently he's asked me a few times about slimming world or similar and I eventually broke down and cried (trust me im not usually a crier!) he said it was cos he could see how upset I was and unhappy. That I don't want to go out anymore and don't like cuddles anymore (get your minds out the gutter cuddles!)
I'm 28 at the end of this month and feel like this has been my life for like 6 years now up and down and I need to remember that slimming world is a lifestyle change and that when you lose it don't just go back to old ways!
So today was day 1
I had 1 piece toast this morning and an apple and banana
Lunch I had a bachelor pasta packet with added onions and loads of spinach and some ham
Then tea I made bolognaise with quorn mince, onions, celery and peppers with passata and spices to make the sauce. I actually managed to not cook ALL the spaghetti lol and didn't put an entire block of cheese on!
I've had 4 pints of sugar free juice (5.5 is 3 litres) and several cups of tea so think I'm doing good liquid wise
I'm feeling quite positive, I know it's only day 1 but it's one day that I haven't cheated and I've been good and stuck to plan!
I know I shouldn't use the word fat and I wouldn't to someone else but I have to face facts after pretending I'm ok and haven't put on that much weight I got weighed this morning 17st 4.5 I cried.
I remember about 4 years ago starting and I was 15st 2 I cried and said I'd never be that big again, I got down to 13st and was happy then slowly put it back on then went back to SW and was 16st guess what I did.... Cried! Got back down to 13.7 then put it back on!
So I'm now practically 3 stone heavier, I'm not fitting into size 18s and kidding myself they're small fitting.... They're not!
My bf who normally doesn't care whatsoever about my weight he's been with me at 12st and all the ups and downs and never batted an eyelid but recently he's asked me a few times about slimming world or similar and I eventually broke down and cried (trust me im not usually a crier!) he said it was cos he could see how upset I was and unhappy. That I don't want to go out anymore and don't like cuddles anymore (get your minds out the gutter cuddles!)
I'm 28 at the end of this month and feel like this has been my life for like 6 years now up and down and I need to remember that slimming world is a lifestyle change and that when you lose it don't just go back to old ways!
So today was day 1
I had 1 piece toast this morning and an apple and banana
Lunch I had a bachelor pasta packet with added onions and loads of spinach and some ham
Then tea I made bolognaise with quorn mince, onions, celery and peppers with passata and spices to make the sauce. I actually managed to not cook ALL the spaghetti lol and didn't put an entire block of cheese on!
I've had 4 pints of sugar free juice (5.5 is 3 litres) and several cups of tea so think I'm doing good liquid wise
I'm feeling quite positive, I know it's only day 1 but it's one day that I haven't cheated and I've been good and stuck to plan!