madferitchick
Full Member
Hi, I was just wondering if anyone has ever considered weight loss surgery, or what people's thoughts are??
I felt so desperate last month I started to investigate it, and made an appointment for an initial consultation. That appointment was tonight, and I went and it was ok but to be honest I didn't find out much, to get to know the important info you have to see the consultant, which costs!
Anyway, since I first made the appointment I have joined here, started using mfp to control my calories and have started exercising, and have lost 16lbs. I am feeling a bit more positive and hopeful and like maybe I can do this without surgery. But I am so scared too. Twice before I have lost over 80lbs and both times I have put the weight all back on. I just can't go through it again, it is just soul destroying and I have such a low opinion of myself for doing do well a d then messing it up, not once but twice!! I know the surgery wouldn't be a easy option by any means, the opposite infact, but it would be a permanent fix (I'd have a sleeve gastrectomy if I did it). Just feeling a bit confused. Desperately want to be able to do this for myself and keep it off this time, I just have such a hard time controlling my emotional eating
I felt so desperate last month I started to investigate it, and made an appointment for an initial consultation. That appointment was tonight, and I went and it was ok but to be honest I didn't find out much, to get to know the important info you have to see the consultant, which costs!
Anyway, since I first made the appointment I have joined here, started using mfp to control my calories and have started exercising, and have lost 16lbs. I am feeling a bit more positive and hopeful and like maybe I can do this without surgery. But I am so scared too. Twice before I have lost over 80lbs and both times I have put the weight all back on. I just can't go through it again, it is just soul destroying and I have such a low opinion of myself for doing do well a d then messing it up, not once but twice!! I know the surgery wouldn't be a easy option by any means, the opposite infact, but it would be a permanent fix (I'd have a sleeve gastrectomy if I did it). Just feeling a bit confused. Desperately want to be able to do this for myself and keep it off this time, I just have such a hard time controlling my emotional eating