In answer to my own questions (thought it was an interesting topic)
I feel fat, i look fat and im sometimes quite disgusted with the way I look! Mostly my legs.
people have said oh you are disappearing...yeah right LOL. One friend says no more weight loss. BUT Ive promised myself Ill get into those 12 jeans (ive got in my 12 trousers) BUT my saddlebags are massive!!