Thankyou all for your lovely words, after thinking about this ive come to the conclusion Ive only 9lb to get to goal so its really not the end of the world, so as of today I will be doing cd/ww as in 2cd meals (using up my packs) but counting them in my ww points, my cdc seems to think this will be a good idea as
1) I use up my packs
2) I will still be eating low cals
3) will have time to get used to WW.
I will still be around as im staying on as team leader for leahs lightweights (only to do the calculations and post results not as a proper member) until some1 else wants to take over.xx