Because I'm absolutely miserable, probably more so because I've had a taste of being slim and then took it away from myself.
I've struggled with my weight for years, which sounds silly really as I'm only turning 26 next month.
I was big all my teenage life - mostly through comfort eating. I know I have a food addiction and a very unhealthy relationship with food.
I got pregnant at 19 and piled on the weight, more so in the couple of months after my daughter was born probably because for the first time in years I felt happy and secure. When she was a year and a half I weighed 18 stone. :-( with the help of ww, minimims and the incentive of my wedding, I managed to loose 7 stone in 10 months. I kept it off too, so am not worried about maintenance afterwards - I know what to do.
I felt so so good, I have a wardrobe FULL of size 10 clothes that I need to get back in to. I piled it all back on due to having two more babies in 16 months, not having a chance to loose all my baby weight from ds before deciding to get pregnant with dd2. Depression and giving up the cigarettes for obvious reasons contributed also.
So here I am. 5 foot 8 and weighing 15 stone 8 :-( words can't explain how desperate I am and how much my weight is affecting everything. I've had a couple of bad years and now every thing is looking up - except my weight has my life on hold. I don't want to go out, I don't want to see people - for the first time in a long time life is good but this damn blubber is messing up everything. I can't tell you how many times I've said "when I'm thin again we'll do this/ go here/ see that"
I've lost a stone since the birth of my baby (9 weeks) on ww but it's too slow. Im too miserable. I've made the decision to start lipotrim on Monday - my husband is 100% behind me which helps - he tells me to give myself a break and let it come off slowly but also understands how much this means to me.
I tried lt last year for 2 weeks (plus one week refeed) when my son was 4 months ( I was pregnant again when he was 7 months) for a wedding we were attending and, if I'm honest, found it horrendous. I was determined and stayed 100% but let's face it - it was just 2 weeks. I'm apprehensive because I know what's coming.
Ive read some threads on here which have given me the inspiration to try again - my head is in a better place this time too, I feel. Please help me begin my life again - I honestly cannot do it without you lot - I wouldn't have succeeded before without mms.
Sorry so long, it's taken a lot to write x
I've struggled with my weight for years, which sounds silly really as I'm only turning 26 next month.
I was big all my teenage life - mostly through comfort eating. I know I have a food addiction and a very unhealthy relationship with food.
I got pregnant at 19 and piled on the weight, more so in the couple of months after my daughter was born probably because for the first time in years I felt happy and secure. When she was a year and a half I weighed 18 stone. :-( with the help of ww, minimims and the incentive of my wedding, I managed to loose 7 stone in 10 months. I kept it off too, so am not worried about maintenance afterwards - I know what to do.
I felt so so good, I have a wardrobe FULL of size 10 clothes that I need to get back in to. I piled it all back on due to having two more babies in 16 months, not having a chance to loose all my baby weight from ds before deciding to get pregnant with dd2. Depression and giving up the cigarettes for obvious reasons contributed also.
So here I am. 5 foot 8 and weighing 15 stone 8 :-( words can't explain how desperate I am and how much my weight is affecting everything. I've had a couple of bad years and now every thing is looking up - except my weight has my life on hold. I don't want to go out, I don't want to see people - for the first time in a long time life is good but this damn blubber is messing up everything. I can't tell you how many times I've said "when I'm thin again we'll do this/ go here/ see that"
I've lost a stone since the birth of my baby (9 weeks) on ww but it's too slow. Im too miserable. I've made the decision to start lipotrim on Monday - my husband is 100% behind me which helps - he tells me to give myself a break and let it come off slowly but also understands how much this means to me.
I tried lt last year for 2 weeks (plus one week refeed) when my son was 4 months ( I was pregnant again when he was 7 months) for a wedding we were attending and, if I'm honest, found it horrendous. I was determined and stayed 100% but let's face it - it was just 2 weeks. I'm apprehensive because I know what's coming.
Ive read some threads on here which have given me the inspiration to try again - my head is in a better place this time too, I feel. Please help me begin my life again - I honestly cannot do it without you lot - I wouldn't have succeeded before without mms.
Sorry so long, it's taken a lot to write x