Amyeve
Mummy of 2!
Firstly, i look at everyone elses losses in their first weeks and im amazed and excited. But for months i've been doing slimming world and dabbled a bit in slimfast too and lost little-nothing. i havent lost any weight since beginning of Febuary just gained and STS despite being 100% on track and no cheats
So im really worried im going to take the plunge with CD & make a huge effort with SS and it will just be the same and i'll loose very little or nothing :cry:
Secondly, i have been looking at thin photos of myself for some inspiration and although i looked TINY i remember feeling fat and ugly even then, i'd hate to loose all my weight and be back to that size and still have a 'fat head' on and still see myself as 'big'
Does anyone know what i mean?
Sorry my post sounds really glum, im not at all really it was just whirring away in mind mind before i went to sleep last night:nightf:
So im really worried im going to take the plunge with CD & make a huge effort with SS and it will just be the same and i'll loose very little or nothing :cry:
Secondly, i have been looking at thin photos of myself for some inspiration and although i looked TINY i remember feeling fat and ugly even then, i'd hate to loose all my weight and be back to that size and still have a 'fat head' on and still see myself as 'big'
Does anyone know what i mean?
Sorry my post sounds really glum, im not at all really it was just whirring away in mind mind before i went to sleep last night:nightf: