Littleslimmingbee
Gold Member
I do not know what is wrong with me!
Its my birthday tuesday, but as were moving into our new house mid-week.. we'v declared this weekend as my birthday weekend to celebrate. SO of course, jam packed with meals etc.. (it seems now im not fat anymore everyone thinks i can just eat whatever, last year my mother even made me a slimmingworld cheesecake for my birthday, this year.. full fat shop bought lol)
i went to a buffet thursday eve,
and oh my, did i let rip..
chips, wedges, pizza, chinese.. followed by 2 slices of carrot cake, choc brownie, cheesecake, jellybeans and icecream... etc.
worse thing was, iv been sick ever since, ( a combo of too much crap and a cold) and i didnt even enjoy it that much..
but i cant stop? iv started the day with pancakes.. again, totally unenjoyable.. and cookies.. - the cookies were good, cant complain about them!
were having a dominoes tomo, and a curry tuesday. I feel sick.. but i cant stop, its like my brains telling me i'm going to be depriving myself over my birthday so i need to eat as much as i can before getting 100% back on plan next week. I am target -1.. so i have a few lbs to play with, but whats the point in gaining lbs for food im not even enjoying??
why does bad food only taste good when your trying to resist?
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Its my birthday tuesday, but as were moving into our new house mid-week.. we'v declared this weekend as my birthday weekend to celebrate. SO of course, jam packed with meals etc.. (it seems now im not fat anymore everyone thinks i can just eat whatever, last year my mother even made me a slimmingworld cheesecake for my birthday, this year.. full fat shop bought lol)
i went to a buffet thursday eve,
and oh my, did i let rip..
chips, wedges, pizza, chinese.. followed by 2 slices of carrot cake, choc brownie, cheesecake, jellybeans and icecream... etc.
worse thing was, iv been sick ever since, ( a combo of too much crap and a cold) and i didnt even enjoy it that much..
but i cant stop? iv started the day with pancakes.. again, totally unenjoyable.. and cookies.. - the cookies were good, cant complain about them!
were having a dominoes tomo, and a curry tuesday. I feel sick.. but i cant stop, its like my brains telling me i'm going to be depriving myself over my birthday so i need to eat as much as i can before getting 100% back on plan next week. I am target -1.. so i have a few lbs to play with, but whats the point in gaining lbs for food im not even enjoying??
why does bad food only taste good when your trying to resist?
x