teresa32uk
Silver Member
As I was falling asleep last night i realised i have not been 10 stone for quite some time.
I would not say i fail at SW but for the last year i lose a pound, put a pound on and the cycle continues.
Well today that cycle stops, i weigh in Saturday mornings and this week i have not been great at sticking to plan so I am expecting a gain to start, but then I really, really want to see a list of minus appearing.
I am not going, but i am going to use every ounce of strength, will power to fight the cycle and get to 10 stone.
Any comments are welcome and of course support of any kind would be fantastic.
I really need to be proactive about losing this weight and keeping it off.
I love Minimins and visit most days either on my laptop or my android
Yesterday I was told I am in a pool with 4 of my collegues and maybe made redundant, wont actually know till 2nd December so the first thing i did was eat!!
I know being bigger does not make me happy but still I ate lots of rubbish, crisps, sweets, chocolate, biscuits etc
Today looking back it didnt make me feel better eating rubbish, I just felt dissapointed in myself and also what a waste when i should be watching the pennies.
Sorry about the rant, but i needed to jot down exactly how i am feeling at the start of this journey, i am seriously hoping this will be the last time i start.
I would not say i fail at SW but for the last year i lose a pound, put a pound on and the cycle continues.
Well today that cycle stops, i weigh in Saturday mornings and this week i have not been great at sticking to plan so I am expecting a gain to start, but then I really, really want to see a list of minus appearing.
I am not going, but i am going to use every ounce of strength, will power to fight the cycle and get to 10 stone.
Any comments are welcome and of course support of any kind would be fantastic.
I really need to be proactive about losing this weight and keeping it off.
I love Minimins and visit most days either on my laptop or my android
Yesterday I was told I am in a pool with 4 of my collegues and maybe made redundant, wont actually know till 2nd December so the first thing i did was eat!!
I know being bigger does not make me happy but still I ate lots of rubbish, crisps, sweets, chocolate, biscuits etc
Today looking back it didnt make me feel better eating rubbish, I just felt dissapointed in myself and also what a waste when i should be watching the pennies.
Sorry about the rant, but i needed to jot down exactly how i am feeling at the start of this journey, i am seriously hoping this will be the last time i start.