debziedoo
Full Member
I am soooooo disapointed in myself . 3 wks in and i havent cheated once and 16 1bs off and what did i do last night ... I went to a party drank far much more rose wine than i should have and then had the munchies and ate ate and ate .... I feel so sick today and could cry i am so angry with myself.. I had 2 triangles of ham sandwiches, chicken goujons. arrghhhh 3 bits of garlic bread , pringles and dips ... Why oh why when in the day i was so adamant i wasnt going to eat or drink .. All my friends were like "oh go on Deb u need a break have a drink have something to eat, one nites not going to hurt " !!!
But that 1 nite has made me want to cry and be sick . 2 pounds on showing on the scales too this morning and a hangover to go with it.
I was doing so well and was so focused. Im sure my friends (who are all stick thin) want me to stay a fattie all my life . Not one of them supported me .. Why are people like this ? gggrrrrrrr :wave_cry:
But that 1 nite has made me want to cry and be sick . 2 pounds on showing on the scales too this morning and a hangover to go with it.
I was doing so well and was so focused. Im sure my friends (who are all stick thin) want me to stay a fattie all my life . Not one of them supported me .. Why are people like this ? gggrrrrrrr :wave_cry: