Smurfette
Silver Member
:cry: :sigh:
yep u guessed it :break_diet:
i fell off the wagon
And i'd only started.
school tour today and i didnt know how to go about avoiding the meal in front of all other teachers and i ate it. And to make matters worse I ate again when I got home. GUILT is eating me alive. I dont seem to have the willpower to do this this time. Am i even allowed be on this forum if I cant make it through the first week.
I want so much to lose my spare tyre and be proud of myself and look great in clothes and all the rest but i am almost letting myself fail by being so afraid I wont succeed anyway.. I'm sorry.. i'm just so disappointed in myself. I figure at least here there are some people who will understand. I intend to start again tomorrow.
Any tips or hints on how to keep motivated and how to keep going even through the hard times (like before u see any results!!)
:cry:
yep u guessed it :break_diet:
i fell off the wagon
And i'd only started.
school tour today and i didnt know how to go about avoiding the meal in front of all other teachers and i ate it. And to make matters worse I ate again when I got home. GUILT is eating me alive. I dont seem to have the willpower to do this this time. Am i even allowed be on this forum if I cant make it through the first week.
I want so much to lose my spare tyre and be proud of myself and look great in clothes and all the rest but i am almost letting myself fail by being so afraid I wont succeed anyway.. I'm sorry.. i'm just so disappointed in myself. I figure at least here there are some people who will understand. I intend to start again tomorrow.
Any tips or hints on how to keep motivated and how to keep going even through the hard times (like before u see any results!!)
:cry: