jenna113
Full Member
i need to let some steam out.
yes i lost 2.3stones - very proud of it i must admit. however, today i got soooo depressed and frustrated that i almost went to pig out at burger king, etc. a BIG binge.
i went to h&m coz i. need some new clothes - i need some work tops coz my shirts (and pants ie.bozo) are getting too big. now, the thing is..my size is varying from 16-20. i can get into a pair of 16 jeans, a 20 pair of work pants are baggy (hence bozoo the clown) as ever but then the 18 are not that comfy. as i was saying i went to h&m and got some nice shirts to try on (us16 which is like 18 or 20 uk) and it fit OK except from my boobs. (u know when you have buttons and you can see ur bra through it). anyways i am soo sad about this. dont ask me why. it's just frustrating that im losing weight but it seems as if im stuck in a size zone with no specific sizing. i dont know if im making myself clear.
then i went on to try madonna's new range. i didnt even dare try on the pants coz i know that they won't even get up from my ankles. tried a cashmere cardingal (large - biggest size) and it looked more like a small on me.
pretty down about this all to be honest.
sorry for moaning..i needed to write this down.
honestly at this minute im finding LL torture and useless and im fed up of all the packs etc. everything is getting on my nerves now. even water is making me gag.
yes i lost 2.3stones - very proud of it i must admit. however, today i got soooo depressed and frustrated that i almost went to pig out at burger king, etc. a BIG binge.
i went to h&m coz i. need some new clothes - i need some work tops coz my shirts (and pants ie.bozo) are getting too big. now, the thing is..my size is varying from 16-20. i can get into a pair of 16 jeans, a 20 pair of work pants are baggy (hence bozoo the clown) as ever but then the 18 are not that comfy. as i was saying i went to h&m and got some nice shirts to try on (us16 which is like 18 or 20 uk) and it fit OK except from my boobs. (u know when you have buttons and you can see ur bra through it). anyways i am soo sad about this. dont ask me why. it's just frustrating that im losing weight but it seems as if im stuck in a size zone with no specific sizing. i dont know if im making myself clear.
then i went on to try madonna's new range. i didnt even dare try on the pants coz i know that they won't even get up from my ankles. tried a cashmere cardingal (large - biggest size) and it looked more like a small on me.
pretty down about this all to be honest.
sorry for moaning..i needed to write this down.
honestly at this minute im finding LL torture and useless and im fed up of all the packs etc. everything is getting on my nerves now. even water is making me gag.