Abi's weightloss diary - post jaw surgery

terrible. i've had a deep fill ham and cheese sandwich, prawn cocktail pringles, a cherry bakewell and have apple turnovers for later :S self destruct mode has totally hit. but i have heard from my cdc and she's going to squeeze me in on monday. hurrah!!

and with the time taken off work or the days i'm working i'm working alone so that will make it easier :)

am hoping to get all of this out of my system today otherwise i'm going to have a record gain. 10lbs in a week from hormones and probably another 10 this week from eating ****!!
 
Did you ever have a 'last supper' before starting any diet, you know a big blow out of all the things you know you wont be having once you start? think thats what you are doing. I have done it before when thinking of changing from one diet to another! try and keep it under control-i know easier said than done- til you can see cdc. good luck and take care
 
i ususally do but a week of this?? i'll be HUGE!! ah well. hopefully it will all be out of my system shortly. part of it will be totm cravings in any case. and now i don't have an implant i'm hoping for massive losses.... woo :)

abz xx
 
hiya abz hope you can get it out of you quick x
 
hi coley :)

yes i did thanks. and i gave it some thought. but i think for my peace of mind for the moment i'm going to give cd another shot. i know i can do it, and i know it works. and at the moment i've been trying all kinds of things and all i've done is get fatter... so cd it is... once i've stopped eating everything in sight.

i'm even saving the apple turnovers until the people i work with have gone home as i'm embarrassed to eat them after being on a diet for so long!! hee.

abz xx
 
abz said:
hi coley :)

yes i did thanks. and i gave it some thought. but i think for my peace of mind for the moment i'm going to give cd another shot. i know i can do it, and i know it works. and at the moment i've been trying all kinds of things and all i've done is get fatter... so cd it is... once i've stopped eating everything in sight.

i'm even saving the apple turnovers until the people i work with have gone home as i'm embarrassed to eat them after being on a diet for so long!! hee.

abz xx
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Hi Honey, Ive had a crap day food wise too. But we are going to get back on track tomorrow though arent we hun? :) Im off so feel free to annoy me if you want an apple turnover :p

I try not to eat in front of the lads at work too.....they notice flipping everything. They are definately a lot more observant than i give them credit for sometimes.

I washed my hair this morning and i didnt have time to dry it and EVERYONE commented.....Lol.

xx
 
next monday :D

have just tucked into one of those apple turnovers. there's no stopping me!! was yummy though :D i haven't had one in forever. it's amazing the things you want when you aren't going to eat for two months... ha.

ah well. i'm not going to beat myself up about it. that just makes me want to eat even more. so i'm going to go with the flow and try not to become three times my size in the next couple of days...

abz xx
 
ha. well i want to, but i don't want to end up with an extra half a stone to get off... just really hoping that now i'm implantless i will get the usual cd losses instead of my own crappy version...

cd has been a star to squeeze me in though. i thought i would just grab and run but she's going to weigh me etc... am hoping i can start a new card as my old one is huge and pathetic!!

abz xx
 
You know you can do CD hun, you'll be fine & the end result will be worth the effort. x x
 
i've eaten them both :D sorry taz.

crap count today:

few pieces of dark chocolate with cherries.
muller light yoghurt.
muller yoghurt with biscuity bits
alpen light bar
ham cheese and pickle sarnie from tesco
small prawn cocktail pringles tub
two tesco apple turnover triangles
two tesco cherry bakewells
pasta n sauce and mash
2 sugar free redbulls

and i'm about to have another red bull or i'll be asleep before the end of my shift...

abz xx
 
abz said:
i've eaten them both :D sorry taz.

crap count today:

few pieces of dark chocolate with cherries.
muller light yoghurt.
muller yoghurt with biscuity bits
alpen light bar
ham cheese and pickle sarnie from tesco
small prawn cocktail pringles tub
two tesco apple turnover triangles
two tesco cherry bakewells
pasta n sauce and mash
2 sugar free redbulls

and i'm about to have another red bull or i'll be asleep before the end of my shift...

abz xx
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Mine is just as bad babe.

Spaghetti with vintage cheese
Half a packet of Fruit Pastilles
2 Choc chip muffins
Chocolate and chilli crisps (weird!)
Iron Bru
a morrocan and feta pie.....mmmmm
a single chocolate cheesecake.
2 bread rolls with cheese

Definately not diet chef...........although i surprised myself and made it through a Legs, Bums and Tums class without passing out. I havent lost all my ability to take a gym class. Woo for my personal trainer. Although that was nearly 6 months ago.....i know how to do the exercises so i wasnt a complete fish out of water.

Tomorrow will be better honey!!
xx
 
well i did do my 20 mins on my bike last night, ha. and will do so again tomorrow. didn't today because my back was seriously complaining after last night.

and i DO have to work late tomorrow. gah. ah well. at least i'll get to catch up on some sleep and finish off watching voyager tomorrow morning :)

am so tired my right eyelid has been twitching. red bull isn't usually something i sink to... but it has been more than a necessity today. probably all the ***** i'm eating!!

abz xx
 
i ran out of ribbon!! so no, i haven't finished them, ha. am going to have to nip into hobbycraft and get oodles of the stuff as the spool i had only did about 8!!

i want to go to bed!!
 
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