well every time i buy something, book something or complete something i think i'll feel relief, when actually then i just hope that i've made the right decision, ha. i know i'm going to look amazing, i'm not worried about that. i just have to get over the disappointment of never wearing the one i saw, as there isn't going to ever be an opportunity and it is so beautiful. but then we are changing the colour of the back panel and laces to match the other one so at least that's something.
it's just so against anything i've ever liked or worn. i don't like rouches, sparkly bits, netting or embroidery. and i have spent hundreds on a dress with all those things and it looked fantastic. it's so surreal, ha. and they will add spaghetti straps for me
as for the flowers i'm really not sure. smaller ones than the ones i was having. i was going to have oriental lilies and there were going to be bigger roses but after seeing that dress i think i need smaller roses, more greenery, still have the tiny red roses and trailing orchids. i want silk flowers so that i can keep them but the more i look at the real ones the better they look. but i'll crush them and i won't be able to keep them. i don't want to dry them or preserve them you see. so i actually think without the larger roses and the lilies the silk ones will look more realistic. there were some lovely smaller roses and trailing orchids in silk. and nobody will have their nose up close eyeballing them like me so i don't suppose it matters
now i need to concentrate on getting th guys suited up next saturday and booking a videographer. also going to book the hotel for me and mum and bridesmaids the night before. so exciting
and you know what the most annoying bit is? i can barely remember the dress. i was so excited that it's just wiped from my memory!! so i'm off to look at the link i gave you all, hee.
abz xx