Glad I'm not the only one in this boat! I've been big since I can remember, I can't remember being under a size 16 in my teens, I was think I was a size 12 at around 12 lol. I then was an 18 by 18, I yo-yo'd & got down to a 16 just before uni,
I flitted between 16-18 at uni, I'd gotten up to a tight 18 after uni, (probs should have been a 20) and lost a bit to get down to a loose 18, for some reason I really fell off the wagon & I refused to weigh myself. a year odd of drink & takeaways meant I shot back up. Then got really sick & ended up hospitalised (GA operations 3 times in 3 months) and pilled it back on to tight 18/20, at my now age of 24 I had to be weighed in hospital for my Ops and that was my turning point, by my last Op I refused to be 200lbs (14st 4lbs) ever again! 4 months later (13.5 with WW & 5.5 in a month with SW) I'm 19lb lighter!
I refuse to be as big as I was though my childhood, Teens and student days.
Sorry for the heart pouring I think I just needed to get it all out!
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