floss
Full Member
Hello everyone,
I was active on this forum for a very short time about 6 weeks ago. I started a diary, and then I went to uni and my healthy new leaf went out the window. My binging reached new heights and the weight gain, depression, guilt and self loathing from that has gotten unbearable.
I'd like to delete my diary so I can start afresh but I can't figure out how, any ideas?. Also, id love any advice on getting past my own mind. I cant stop thinking about where id be now if Id just kept going. I know that it was the stress of everything happening so quickly that caused me to fail but I just cant forgive myself. Iv been horribly ill which im sure has been made worse by all the crap iv been eating and my depression has been made worse as well. I just want a fresh start but I cant get past all this. I want more than anything to lose this weight for good and be healthy but I just can't seem to let myself. I dont even want to see my boyfriend because im scared of what he will think of me.
I guess im just looking for some support x
I was active on this forum for a very short time about 6 weeks ago. I started a diary, and then I went to uni and my healthy new leaf went out the window. My binging reached new heights and the weight gain, depression, guilt and self loathing from that has gotten unbearable.
I'd like to delete my diary so I can start afresh but I can't figure out how, any ideas?. Also, id love any advice on getting past my own mind. I cant stop thinking about where id be now if Id just kept going. I know that it was the stress of everything happening so quickly that caused me to fail but I just cant forgive myself. Iv been horribly ill which im sure has been made worse by all the crap iv been eating and my depression has been made worse as well. I just want a fresh start but I cant get past all this. I want more than anything to lose this weight for good and be healthy but I just can't seem to let myself. I dont even want to see my boyfriend because im scared of what he will think of me.
I guess im just looking for some support x