ShinyShimmy
Full Member
hello every1 ,
had a very bad day today
my gorgeous cat 'lady gaga' was found dead this morning - ive had a very emotional day - she was attacked by something (so it wasnt pretty) so i had to deal with the emotion that goes with that also havin that vision in my head , telling my 6 year old daughter , taking her to the vets and saying a final 'goodbye' , ...........
but ...... now im home have sat down , daughters bathed and in bed , ive had a good cry - all i wanna do is eat !!! i was feeling very sick all day - so have eaten nuthin till my daughter had her tea and i had a salad - now i just wanna huge pig out - i dont want people to say ur cat wouldnt want you to pig out etc etc cos thats just crackers - but i think just typing this 'out loud' has helped a bit ....
sorry if ive put a downer on any1's evening - just wanted to get it off my chest - R.I.P my gorgeous baby kitty xxxxx
had a very bad day today
but ...... now im home have sat down , daughters bathed and in bed , ive had a good cry - all i wanna do is eat !!! i was feeling very sick all day - so have eaten nuthin till my daughter had her tea and i had a salad - now i just wanna huge pig out - i dont want people to say ur cat wouldnt want you to pig out etc etc cos thats just crackers - but i think just typing this 'out loud' has helped a bit ....
sorry if ive put a downer on any1's evening - just wanted to get it off my chest - R.I.P my gorgeous baby kitty xxxxx