because I am a nosey s*d!

onlyme!

is a naughty girl...
What made you want to lose weight? what was the straw that broke the camels back?

I knew for ages I needed to lose weight, however the thought of going away with my size 10 friend around the world for 2 years at 17 stone was the final straw! :D
 
I want a baby. I cannot get IVF until I have a BMI of 30. That is the sole reason I started CD. All the other benefits of being smaller are just a bonus.
 
Similar to Guru, I need clomid to help m have a baby, so I need a BMI of 35 (nearly there!)
 
i want to look good! thats about it.
 
I have a very slim Fiance and we've only just recently got engaged, went away on holiday and we were mucking about taking pictures and when we were looking back at them I couldn't believe it was me in the pics beside him! now, I know sooo many people say that but I actually kept repeating 'that's not me, it can't be' out loud.... so I was determined to slim as I don't want people looking at us walking down the road and saying 'WHY is HE with HER' oh god, I've actually got tears in my eyes writing this, didn't realise how much actually typing it would affect me. Doesn't help that I work with the slimmest people (I'm the ONLY young (ok 30?!!) girl on the floor over a size 8 and I'm WELL over.......)
 
Banafell I am sorry to make you so upset...I guess I didnt think about how hurtful it is. keep smiling I bet you look great. I was the fat gf for 3 years hard hey? my friends still say to me now, I dont know how you got him!
 
I got to the point where i stopped socialising, and im a socaible person :( and then one day i saw a friend when i was out shopping coming in my direction and i found myself jumping out of the way and diverting into a crowd of people and then into a shop just so they didnt see me, and as i walked around the shop (a hardware shop of all ones pretending i was interested in what i was looking at!)with my heart beating so fast like i was in some sort of action movie hiding from the enemy i just thought this is so stupid! all because i didnt want her to see how much weight i had gained.

Also i think my bf would have eventually killed me waiting for me to get ready for hours because i could never find anything to wear- this was on a daily basis! I felt so horrible it what ever i would put on and have a massive wardrobe epidemic!
 
Banafell I am sorry to make you so upset...I guess I didnt think about how hurtful it is. keep smiling I bet you look great. I was the fat gf for 3 years hard hey? my friends still say to me now, I dont know how you got him!

Hi onlyme! please don't feel sorry, I'd hate to think that I'd made you think that you'd upset me, I've upset myself by getting into this state - but at least I'm doing something about it :) xx
 
My friend did a VLCD and lost 8 stone, and kept it off - we always used to go to SW together and then she found VLCD and now I've jumped right on that bandwagon so I can be lovely and slim for my self and so my husband and daughter are proud of me.
 
See photo in my album....i'm the one in the middle. Grim.
 
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