Beelishy's VLCD Weight Loss Adventure!!

Good luck keep popping in to let us know how you get on :) :)

I'm on day one AGAIN!! My belly feels ready to burst from yesterday's madness I was just stuffing it in past the point of stuffed-ness

We can do this together :) (again haha) I think we'll be dieting buddies for life!

Good luck!
 
more like 'ooh I'm hot I'll just have this gallon of ice cream to cool me down - I'll definitely sweat it off'

did you like my American 'gallon of ice cream' - I've no idea how big that actually is, in my head it's about the size of a KFC bucket

Now I'm chuckling at the fat girl reference - 'you know! like a KFC bucket!!'

*ring 999* hello? yes I've hurt my ankle and can't walk
is it swollen?
yes it's about the size of a pavlova with a big blob of squirty cream on
ah - we'll send someone round

*go to lost property* hello, I've lost my handbag has anyone handed it in?
what does it look like, madam
well it's the same size as one of them Tyrell's veg crisp packets, and is Cadbury's purple in hue with a minstrel-esque button and a licorice style handle

sorry.
 
Thanks Clin! Im trying so hard but because we are stuck in (no money to do ANYTHING or go ANYWHERE....no exaggeration) its hard not to just sit and pick at stuff all day. I have yet to have one complete day on a plan of any kind. but im going to have to get myself in gear and TRY. we are all just SO bored. it feels like imprisonment. :(
 
Just a quickie.

We have less than 3 weeks to go. We leave here the 25th, stay in a hotel on the strip that night and fly out early early on the 26th. We arrive back in the UK early on the 27th (flying into Mancs)....which happens to be Thanksgiving day here in the USA. So we are going to a mini, low-key one with my sister the weekend before we leave.

We have pretty much packed our boxes. One left and we will probably look to book our shipment next week.

My closest friend in the UK, M (who is also an expat but she's lived in the uk for 14 or 15 years now) has offered to help out. And so far she has asked her hubby/hubby's friend about letting us one of his rental flats. And turns out he is closing on a flat EXACTLY in a perfect area (not far from where we were before, and not far from my friend M and in one of my hubby's fave streets in our town) this week. And will be looking to let it once its all updated (it was a granny flat. lol...but seemingly well maintained from the pics ive seen of it) in early dec. So they are going to talk to him this weekend when he is back in town. FINGERS CROSSED everyone. lol.

Still no progress with my cat. The rescue who were so keen to help originally have decided to just completely ignore me and not reply to my emails. fkrs. But my friend S has said she will send an email around at work (she works for the school district) and see if anyone would be interested in taking him. Failing that she SAID she will take him but, as much as I love her, In not going to count chicken before they hatch. And hubby and I have pretty much both decided/agreed that he needs to be rehomed by Nov 15th or we are going to have to put him down. *sigh*

Lastly, Monday is Tabby's 5th birthday. !!!!! I nearly have a 5 year old. OMG. lol. We are completely absolutely pathetically skint. Seriously. We will come back to the UK with about £1k. thats IT. but. We have cobbled together a few pressies for her (she LOVES my little pony at the moment) and ordered her a cake (my little pony!) from walmart's bakery (asda) and on Sunday we are taking her to a place called Chuck E Cheese. Its a pizza place with an arcade type thing...loads of games and things for kids to do and play. We took them last year when we were here and she loved it. Its just gonna be us 4 and my sister and her roommate R. :) And then home for cake. Ive got streamers and lots of decs and im going to the dollar store....they have helium balloons for a dollar each! So. we are gonna try to make it as special as we can. :)

Oh. And tabby's roadrash has healed. she has scarring but there was no getting round that. but more than that, the emotional and mental trauma of the accident is pretty bad. she's basically terrified of going outside at all. shes ok if we are getting straight into my sister's car, for example. but as soon as she has to walk around outdoors....she gets hysterical. That said...we went out the other day and she was really upset at first...but through the course of the day she got better and was actually almost like her pre-accident self by the time we got home. Im hoping it continues to get better.

Im fat. That is all. lol. No clue what I weigh. No clue about any of it. But. I kinda decided Im going to finally start to seriously be more mindful and try to get some weight off starting monday, after tabby's birthday party. the problem is also that we are so broke and of course all the carby pastas and processed foods are so much cheaper than fresh stuff. even moreso here than in the UK. meat is out of the question. cannot even remotely afford that. its basically corndogs, frozen pizzas, spaghetti, frozen burritos. that kinda stuff. utter rubbish. but affordable for us right now. and things are going to be so tight when we first get back, for a while, too. im looking forward (desperately) to being able to get some packs and getting back on plan, although realistically, we wont be able to afford it until the new year, i wouldnt have thought. So if i can make it through a few more months without gaining loads....i'll have to be happy with that.
 
My goodness, just been catching up on your diary. I'm so sorry to hear that you've not had the best of times over in America and have been through what I can only imagine has been a nightmare with Tabby.

Yay, for the flat though. Fingers crossed things keep picking up for you and Lyra finds a nice new home before the 15th! It's good to hear that your hubster's family have come through in your hour of need.

I really hope the next few weeks sees things continuing to go your way.
 
My best friend's sister (J) lives in San Diego and has a friend who wants a cat but not without seeing it first. So, J is going to take him back to SD with her (shes driving up this week/weekend for a couple of days) and if her friend doesnt want him, she's going to take him to a no-kill sanctuary there. There are tons in California and this particular one...my best friend and J have been to before and toured it. Its just a massive house and grounds and the cats just roam free. The adoptable ones get adopted out and the others just live out their days there, doing their own thing. Still heartbroken to let him go...but its the best outcome we could have hoped for. Just waiting for BFF to firm up dates with her sister and let me know.


We got the flat, as I said before, and have started planning how to set it up and what we will need to get, in what order. Obviously funds are pretty low (ok. completely skint...basically. £1k ish when we land) and things like...a bed are pretty essential. So we have been working on that. And planning how we want to use the space.


Got our boxes packed and the shipment sorted. Its been organized for collection on Monday. It will be good once thats done. Also we are staying at the hotel (the Flamingo on the strip) from Sunday the 23rd. It will be a relief just to get out of here. We are stranded out here...so far from most everything else. Its a new part of town...and its not fully developed yet. So its miles to anywhere and theres not even pavements the whole way in places. Bleh. I just wanna get outta here. So desperately bored.

Cannot wait for packs. Seriously. I am going to use this time to work out what/how I want to do it. But I am deffo going back to VLCD and my beloved packs. I cannot wait. Being skint and having to live in processed crap is awful. I feel crap. My skin is awful. I have no energy. Just bleh. I will be back in the VLCDness with you soon(ish). it will most likely be after the new year. And I will be looking to ABSOLUTELY hit my goal in the new year. preferably by the middle of the year...but we'll see. anyway. woo. bring it on.
 
Hey Mrs - great news about the cat, whatever happens in California he'll be alright and that's a relief :) those FABULOUS Californian hippies with their no-kill policies save the day!

that will be nice to stay at the hotel on the way home - like a mini-holiday :) what an adventure you've all been on! and it's all coming together back in the wonderful UK. I know you'll be skint but we're all FKN skint so you can join the best of us ;) It's a shame I don't live closer as we have an old sofa and stuff here that no-one really uses that could have been a stop-gap for you, but probably cheaper to buy a second hand one than to get it from SE to NE. Unless I hire a lorry and make my way through uk collecting household items on the way to you like challenge Anneka (that won't mean anything to you, you pesky foreigner ;) !!)

must suck to be living on junk, the American Dream huh! richest country in the world and the people are more malnourished (but fat) than those living in poor countries because of the **** quality of food.

Sending lots of love to you honey x x x x x x x x x x x

How's the Tabb-ster doing now? xx
 
morning. Tabs is...better, I suppose. Shes physically healed up (although she has a little scarring on her right leg/knee) but she does still talk about the accident. Shes very matter of fact about it...."A car bumped into me and it got my foot trapped under its wheel and i was scared and crying so much and daddy saved me". that sort of thing. and she always fears that a car will "bump into her" again when we are out anywhere. even if my sister takes us in the car to the shops. when we get out of the car tabby is scared, instantly, that one of the cars will hit her. she rushes away into the shops, pulling one of us along. and if she overhears a conversation between me and the hubby and one of says "when we go" or " i will go" or anything about "go"....she instantly freaks out and starts crying "I want to stay inside. i want to stay home. i dont want to go. where are we going? i dont want to" - its really hard to see your baby so so frightened like that. im hoping she gets better when we get back to england. our town is so much slower paced and quieter. and our particular street (where the new flat is) is very quiet.

Lyra is going to be ok. It doesnt make it any easier to have to say goodbye. But at least he will be put to death. And that's a relief. And Tabby keeps talking about lyra going with us when we have told her many times that he will be staying here....thats hard too. Shes asked if she will have a different cat...Ive told her she can have a fish. Dunno how long that will satisfy her though and I dont know if i can bear to entertain the idea of another cat....especially as Ive failed this one SO miserably.

The junk is really getting to me. Im so over it all. lol. Its just utter rubbish. But its all we can really afford right now. So Im not going to stress over it. And knowing that I can get back to packs soon(ish) is heartening. My clothes are tighter but do still fit. So im ok in that respect. Just frustrated and annoyed. lol. My friend M took our TV and she's said we can have it back (LOL) and my friend J has an old sofa she has offered to us. So thats a great start. A sofa, tv and bed are the essentials, really. The rest we can set about sorting out once we get a bit saved up.

anyway...nothing else really happening. just..literally counting the hours and days until we go. and yes...going to pretend that we are on a bit of a holiday once we get to the hotel. it has been so completely uneventful and boring being stranded out here in the nowheresville part of town. being on the strip will be exciting and fun..even if we have absolutely NO MONEY for anything other than food and essential necessities. at least we will be able to get out and walk around a bit. even if we stay inside the casinos. lots of them have cool little attractions to see. like the mirage has white tigers/lions and such you can go and look at..and its got a tropical theme so its got gorgeous tropical flowers and such all over. its beautiful inside. and the bellagio has the dancing waters and inside it has a gorgeous atrium. so there are little things to do that are free and a nicer way to pass the time than what we are currently doing. looking forward to getting to the hotel, really. once there, we are in the home straight!
 
oh poor Tabbster - hopefully when she gets back to UK she'll relax a little as she'll remember it as 'home' and 'safe'

You HAVEN'T failed your cat - seriously - you spent TONS of money to bring him with you which involved a whole lot of hassle and hiding him in a hotel. Then when you get there he LOVED it and was so happy and chilled out so you've done all you physically can to find him a new home in the place he loves and have found him a win-win of either a new home or a no-kill shelter. you couldn't have done more for that kitty honestly, don't beat yourself up. if you got a new kitten while the kids were young it wouldn't be nervous of kids, people I know who already had their cat before having kids, the cats hate the kids and hide from them. But we got Poppy when Layla was a baby and she had her kits when Layla was 18 months and they all love kids and are not remotely scared by noise and hasty movements. But Timmy we got when the kids were older and he is more nervous of little kids and hides. I know how much you loved that kitty and I'm sure he would appreciate all you've done for him if he wasn't a narcissistic cat haha ;)

ooh the kids will love that little adventure :) I want to go to Vegas one day but maybe as a stopover on another holiday as I don't fancy a full 2 weeks of it. I really want to go round the states for a couple months but, you know, £££. PIcs on facebook please so I can live it through you :)
 
hahaha. yes pics on fb. no worries. i would love the travel around the country too. maybe one day. i dont know if/when we will be back here though. other than my best friend (who now has a very different life than she did just 4 weeks ago...not only does she have a new baby but her baby has problems) and my sister. and its so expensive and theres nothing for the kids to do really. so if we came back to america i think it would be a proper holiday to florida (disney) for the kids..or to CA (other disney and gorgeous coastline lol) for the kids. but it wont be for a few years...it costs SO much.

my cat. well....suffice to say that my heart is well and truly broken at losing him this way. I have NEVER ever given up a pet. EVER. Theyve always died or run away. And HIM especially. yep. heartbroken. Completely. I dunno about getting a cat. I know what you mean about getting one when the girls are little. I agree. But, it just feels so completely like betrayal. Like trivializing Lyra's importance. I dunno.

Very much hoping Tabs will feel better when we get home. She was watching a little Cbeebies short cartoon series (its a series...but theyre not full cartoons..theyre just shorts) called small potatoes ...anyway..one epsiode was called Moon Baby. And its this little potato dressed as a baby...and its on the moon singing "fly home... flyyyy home"...and tabby burst into tears and just kept saying "fly home momma...i want to fly home".

I. Pretty. Much. DIED.

I am heartbroken. For so many reasons. I feel like the worst person and worst mother and the most selfish horrible cow ever.

But Im going to try my best to put things right again, as best I can.
 
aw that's heartbreaking :( but the good news is you ARE flying home!! :D :D

kids just kill you sometimes don't they :( my worst ever heart-break moment was when me and son's dad had recently split up and son was crying wanting his Dad and said 'just ask him to come back, he will say yes' it was HORRIBLE :(

Yeah we'd love to do Florida but I checked out the prices it's UNBELIEVABLE! we could NEVER do it :( nevermind maybe one day I'll take the grandkids if I have more money then ;)

You're so not selfish - you all thought you were heading for a better life, M was on board and wanted a new start. And now you know it's not for you - if you hadn't gone through with it you'd still be wishing you were there and hating your lives here.

Big love to you x x x x x x HARD to be a Mom :/
 
It really is, so hard Lou. But they give me so so much joy. Its the best reason for subjecting oneself to heartbreak and hardship that i can think of. lol. I wouldnt trade them for anything.

Im excited to get home and get settled.

Disney is INSANE money, isnt it. We would have to save save save save save for a good year or two to be able to go. Paris would be cheaper. lol.

we went and had a picnic is the play park nearby. it was nice. it was free and a lovely day.
 
uuughh. sooo fattt. and i just cant stop myself. i cant wait to get outta this apartment and be able to at least get out and walk around the strip so im sat here eating all day long.

also. i bought a 5lb bag of potatoes for our thanksgiving meal on saturday and ive LOST the flamin' thing. HOW?! I can only think I mustve left them in my sister's car. but she hasnt mentioned it and that was like...Sunday. Im hoping she just hasnt noticed them. EEK! Ive lost the friggin plot!
 
I feel your pain :-(
I had to part with my 2 cats about 8 years ago now, and still think about them all the time. One of then is still going at 19.5 years old and still looks like a kitten. She's happy as long as she is fed and stroked. Lyra will be fine
Xx
 
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