nyssa88
Silver Member
For the first time on this diet ive had a binge and now feel so crap!
Ive been 100% for almost 12 weeks now and tonight i ate 4 bars!
For the past few days ive been telling myself how much ive learnt and i can calorie count, control myself etc and ive done this!
Its no excuse but have been feeling really down the past few days have just move 300miles away to london and know absolutely nobody, when we have visitirs none of them soeak english so im sat there like a numpty, have literally been housebound with baby and husband and have felt like im a single mum trying to do everything whilst husband has sat on his ass on computer all day! Ive felt like packing my bags with baby and going back to my mum and friends ive left behind snd starting new on my own!
Rant over; i dont normally get like this but have no one to moan to as dont want to worry my mum she is already depressed after my sister passed away a few months ago aged only 18 so im also worrying about her all the time, i havnt grieved for my sister myself yet as trying to keep everyone else together and my husbands responss is always if you get upset forget about it and dont talk about her, what does he know!
Sorry about that long post, im going to head off to bed (if baby doesnt wake) and start new tomorrow, when i first started s&s i was never hungry from day 1 and had no side effects of ketosis so hopefully wont take long to kick in x
Ive been 100% for almost 12 weeks now and tonight i ate 4 bars!
For the past few days ive been telling myself how much ive learnt and i can calorie count, control myself etc and ive done this!
Its no excuse but have been feeling really down the past few days have just move 300miles away to london and know absolutely nobody, when we have visitirs none of them soeak english so im sat there like a numpty, have literally been housebound with baby and husband and have felt like im a single mum trying to do everything whilst husband has sat on his ass on computer all day! Ive felt like packing my bags with baby and going back to my mum and friends ive left behind snd starting new on my own!
Rant over; i dont normally get like this but have no one to moan to as dont want to worry my mum she is already depressed after my sister passed away a few months ago aged only 18 so im also worrying about her all the time, i havnt grieved for my sister myself yet as trying to keep everyone else together and my husbands responss is always if you get upset forget about it and dont talk about her, what does he know!
Sorry about that long post, im going to head off to bed (if baby doesnt wake) and start new tomorrow, when i first started s&s i was never hungry from day 1 and had no side effects of ketosis so hopefully wont take long to kick in x
