Wednesday 4th January 2012
 
 1. I completed my portfolio 
 2. I am ate cake within pp
 3. I had a busy but successful day
 
 Well I started in the office at 9.00am for my first day back .. and  didn't leave till 1am!! Then I did an hour of dictation when I got  home... Was a crazy busy day but I dealt with it really well and felt  good about it all... still fairly sure I will move jobs.... Obviously  didn't make it to gym... and didn't have my tea till I got home...
 
 
Thursday 5th January 2012
 
 1. I survived a long day at work...
 2. I ate within dailies 

 3. I am going for a curry tomorrow 
 
  
 Another long day... worked till 7.30 and then got home by 8.30pm...no  gym again... feeling angry because I promised I would try hard to leave  work on time... not paid enough to do these stupid hours... changing to  the new firm might improve this even if just the travel... 
 
 I am realising that I am too much of a perfectionist... and strive for a clear desk.... hmmmmm
 
 I really wanted to get 3 c25k sessions in but I am out for curry  tomorrow with my Aunt and Uncle... can do one on sat... but are you  allowed to do two in a row? I could do Sunday..... Can't do Monday ...  could do Tuesday... Got a class booked for Sat morning anyway and  planning to go to gym sun anyways.. got classes booked Tues, Wed, Thurs  too...
 
 Been on the scales... I was 17 stone 12 last Friday morning.... by the  re-start of diet Monday morning I was 18 stone 7..... tonight I am 18  stone 2... I am not hopeful that I will even be in the 17s tomorrow...  didn't want to gain for my first week.... And I am realising I will  still be a fat bridesmaid... I suppose looking anything better than I do  now is an improvement... just gonna have to work really hard 
 
 
  
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