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[great things]

i've got to do it this time. not messing around. 8 weeks is all i really need maybe not even that to get to goal 1!

i bought some stuff to try over the internet before xmas. had one product, it was a spag bol probably like the ones you bought. it was nice. really tasty and filling. i think we need cd to bring something like that out for us all! just a 1 a day thing.

 

[Surfhunny]

I totally agree, think LL have brought out a cottage pie thing, CD will no doubt follow.
I also HAVE to do this now, I refuse to be fat again on holiday, Vegas was uncomfortable for me and it's not happening again!!

 

[great things]

even being 7-10lbs up i can really really feel it! i feel like i'm lumping it around. i'm tired and just feeling like i can't be bothered to do things that before was no problem.

weigh in is tomorrow and then i'm starting tuesday. just cause we've postponed the meal as hubby didn't want it today. tuesday i'm starting school so i'm really busy and won't have time to eat or think of eating. so tues, wed, thurs i'm back fully focused with school as a distraction by friday i should be feeling so much better and then i'll ride out the weekend with trying to keep busy and exercise then weigh in monday and back at school again. with being at school the weeks should fly by. there's 7 weeks until the first school hol so by then i should be at goal 1! just need that as a focus.

 

[egbert]

Oh I know exactly how you feel - totally over indulged and disgraced myself at xmas and new year. But, tomorrow is CD day - 4 days to weigh in to give me an incentive to get to ketosis and start shifting the xmas excesses.

 

[great things]

oppps... back to it! weight is diabolical. under 1 hour to get my butt kicked. :cry:

 

[*Shanny*]

oppps... back to it! weight is diabolical. under 1 hour to get my butt kicked. :cry:

so what happened then? u starting back today? Im on 810

 

[great things]

tomorrow 100%, today is 85%. been to panto and had a fab lolly thing. dinner tonight. not been too bad though.

9lbs up though in 3 weeks!

 

[MinnieMel]

That is not too bad, Nikki. You lose so fast -- you'll drop it in no time.

Good luck with your new job tomorrow. I hope everything goes really well.

Mel

 

[great things]

That is not too bad, Nikki. You lose so fast -- you'll drop it in no time.

Good luck with your new job tomorrow. I hope everything goes really well.

Mel

papping myself mel. wish i wasn't going back to work. scared to death. i'm trying to think positive. i've an easy first day. i'm doing some of the lessons i like to teach. it'll stop me staying at home and eating.

emily was a bit upset tonight. told her i was off back to work tomorrow, in a school like her teacher mrs D. she told me that she'd really miss me and gave me big hugs!

 

[bettiesrevenge]

This is the best thing you will do nilki, honestly it will be nerve wracking but once you are in the swing of things you will really enjoy having something else to get your teeth into.

Best of luck - knock em dead hun!

 

[Surfhunny]

Good luck with your first day of school tomorrow, you'll be fine!!

 

[great things]

i'm thinking that i'm easing into it. if i don't cope with all the rushing around then my tuesday zumba class will need to go. i'm not going to kill myself over a job. my kids are important. me being healthy is important. if something needs to give them i'll look at things that are easy to change.

 

[*Shanny*]

have a good day at work Nikki

 

[great things]

was ok. giving it 2 weeks for full induction.

 

[great things]

serious lack of water today

doing ok today just down on my water intake with teaching i don't drink much as you can't go to the loo when you want to.

so far i've drank 4 pints of water, 2 cups of coffee, 4 cd products.

need 2 more pints into me tonight.

 

[great things]

2nd day of school over. still bit dubious as to if i'm going to cope ok. dude was giving it what for this morning in the car to nursery and i was upset about it.

kids are challenging and pushing the boundaries! i'm shattered. sick of shouting 'give me your attention' 'shh' 'who's ready?/who's listening?/ who's watching?' ' you need to listen please' etc etc etc

so far i've had an 810 day as i was so tired when i got home from school all i wanted to do was eat.

so today it was

cd shake
cd porridge
tuna salad
cd bar
milk
2 pints of water
7 coffees

 

[Surfhunny]

Hang in there Nikki, it'll get better once the kids get used to having a new teacher.

If its any consolation my friends little ones both played up when she dropped them at nursery yesterday. Miles (3&1/2) screamed when she left him and Imogen (18mo) screamed all the way there. They weren't quite as bad this morning.

 

[bettiesrevenge]

That was a great 810 day! Hardly 810 at all, more like SS++

My little one is off nursery I'll this week which is such a bind, they all cry at first but pretty soon they play and forget ALL about you, no matter how much you fret!

You will relax into it in no time

 

[great things]

That was a great 810 day! Hardly 810 at all, more like SS++

My little one is off nursery I'll this week which is such a bind, they all cry at first but pretty soon they play and forget ALL about you, no matter how much you fret!

You will relax into it in no time

it just makes you feel sad and bad and guilty. i'm missing my baby so much. little dude and i are together all the time. i think that ems is missing me too. she was the last to be picked up tonight. i've hardly seen her since monday. tomorrow i'll be picking her up from my parents and then i'm off teaching zumba! she'll be in bed when i get home.

 

[bettiesrevenge]

I know Hun, I went back to work when alara was only 5 months old, I was rushing back each night to see her early I missed her so much, I put her on nursery when she was only 7 months old ( my husband did the 8 weeks in-between) it was harrowing for me, but alara loved it after the first weeks.

Kids adjust to change well if you have a set predictable routine, it's us that find it hard!