Muffindoll
Full Member
Hi Everyone.
I've been awol for a while now, was finding it hard and then decided to give WW a try again but same as always I just find i am hungry all the time and couldn't stick with it for more than a week.
Anyway I'm planning to start SW again tomorrow.
I'm feeling sorry for myself as after 9 years I am now back to my heaviest ever weight,:cry: I have 2 Christmas parties coming up and am dreading them, I don't know what to wear and am really worried I'll sit there (as I do every year) beating myself up about the fact i could have felt so much better if I'd lost the weight, when looking around at everyone in their little strappy dresses.
I think I may have swine flu now as well, can't tell for sure as you can only self diagnose, I'm taking Tamiflu, I do have the symptoms but they are the same as any flu I suppose, I've never ached so much before. Anyway thats why I'm starting tomorrow, I don't have much appetite today anyway.
Hope you all don't mind me sneaking back and moaning like this, I'm hoping to be on here quite a bit as I won't be able to afford meetings for a while either, so I may be nagging for syns and advice etc.
Thanks for reading my ramblings! x
I've been awol for a while now, was finding it hard and then decided to give WW a try again but same as always I just find i am hungry all the time and couldn't stick with it for more than a week.
Anyway I'm planning to start SW again tomorrow.
I'm feeling sorry for myself as after 9 years I am now back to my heaviest ever weight,:cry: I have 2 Christmas parties coming up and am dreading them, I don't know what to wear and am really worried I'll sit there (as I do every year) beating myself up about the fact i could have felt so much better if I'd lost the weight, when looking around at everyone in their little strappy dresses.
I think I may have swine flu now as well, can't tell for sure as you can only self diagnose, I'm taking Tamiflu, I do have the symptoms but they are the same as any flu I suppose, I've never ached so much before. Anyway thats why I'm starting tomorrow, I don't have much appetite today anyway.
Hope you all don't mind me sneaking back and moaning like this, I'm hoping to be on here quite a bit as I won't be able to afford meetings for a while either, so I may be nagging for syns and advice etc.
Thanks for reading my ramblings! x