Spanglymum
Gold Member
I've managed to stick to the plan 100% since I started. No lapses, not even to lick a spoon when cooking for the family. I've had difficult moments and knew that Christmas would be challenging, but OMG it's been a nightmare! I've still stuck to it but I'm really really struggling. Cooking meals for the in-laws and then having my shake. Ugh. I've been feeling so sorry for myself and deprived. Then last night DH and I would usually have a bottle of bubbly and a take away for new year, but I had mineral water and a Thai chilli soup. Wouldn't have bothered me a couple of weeks ago but I've been miserable about it (inside) all day. Just feel so fed up and so jealous of everyone who decided to lapse over the holidays. No one in my group apart from me stuck to the plan!
Really really craving a >insert food item here< and a glass of >something to drink<, and worried that if I keep struggling like this mentally I'm eventually going to have a huge blowout. I know it's crooked thinking, but would one, planned, lapse, after so many weeks be such a bad thing? Help!!
Really really craving a >insert food item here< and a glass of >something to drink<, and worried that if I keep struggling like this mentally I'm eventually going to have a huge blowout. I know it's crooked thinking, but would one, planned, lapse, after so many weeks be such a bad thing? Help!!