ok - so my drug of choice might not be sold in dark alleys, but it is still as destructive to my life as an Class A. So - come into my house , check my cupboard, fridge etc - there are also no covert hidden stashes - its all SW free food or syn measured - low mayo etc, fish veg salad eggs etc. But that is not my problem - my problem is that i go out and buy my drugs, (pasties, 3 pies and two ham salad barms at one go, not even driven by hunger, a made for sharing chocolate massive bag or bar of sweets - i dont even have a sweet tooth - or ordering takeaway over the phone and pretending someone is telling me get this and that as well, so it sounds like my massive order is actually for two people. So drastic action is needed - today, im itemising my foods in the house, listing an ad hoc shop - pet foods loo rolls etc, then a shop in tomorrow - then i am giving my bank card to my best friend to hold for me. then i will have no access to money to buy my drugs, i ve already quit smoking so a month off wine etc wont hurt either. Drastic? yes but believe me, it needs to be. Ashamed of needing to do this? yes, but hopeful it will help xx