Mrs Scoffalot
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:wave_cry: Hello All.
I'm Mrs Scoffalot and I do (actually I did) scoff-a-lot to the heafty weight of 16 stone. (I do feel queezy when I say **write** that.)
I'm here because 2 weeks ago after showering I sat at the end of my bed in tears because NONE of my clothes fitted me properly. I have gone so far that I have busted out of them all. Tops that wouldn't do up properly, jeans I couldn't zip up without laying on the bed taking a deep breath and quickly zipping them up only not quite able to breathe properly afterwards lol. I had to face the weight problem It was hard, I had ignored it for such a long time. First off I had to realise that for now temporarily I am a size 20, biggest I have ever been. So I went out and bought some clothes to tie me over. I got home and cried the rain then ignored my weight again
because it is painful to think about really. Then on Wednesday my DD and I went to the cinema where for the first time in about 3 years I really looked at myself in a full body mirror at the cinema toilets. Not the best place to reflect your body image when your surrounded by stick thing young girls I know but thats how it happend. I spent the intire time watching the film thinking about my weight and feeling physically sick at how I look. (mortified is an understatment) So after absolutly worrying myself to the point of hysteria I decided enough was enough and I needed to tackle the growing problem. Cambridge Diet I thought! I had tried other diets WW, SW, SF and realised I am an all or nothing person. I can't save points for a glass of wine because a glass of wine leads to a bottle and then probably another, so on and so forth with everything else I expect. I researched the diet online, found a CDC (it took me at least 4 hours to pluck up the courage to contact her and then I sent her a text lol) A few texts later and there we are 4 o'clock appointment. I was in a daze. I went to the appointment which was absolutly fine I don't know why I was so worried about meeting her really. Then it was time to weigh. Shocking was the word. thats when I topped the sclaes at 16 stone, the heaviest I have ever been in my life. mesurements were taken too which I haven't read yet so I don't know what they are. I will read them soon but for now I have been shocked enough. Last night I had my "last supper with a glass of wine. Actually I am lying I had a bottle of wine, but it is all gone none left now, nothing. Went to bed feeling anxious and nervous at 1am, woke up at 5am worrying again.
So here I am day 1
So far I have had a black coffee no sugar.
Jeez, I know how to ramble on, sorry for boring you all to tears but hey thats my journey to CD so far. I guess I will be hanging around here for a very long time as i think I have about 7 stones to lose (ouch that hurts)
I'm willing to hold hands throughout this diet. Please someone hold my hand too and together we can reach our targets together.
Mrs Scoffalot.
I'm Mrs Scoffalot and I do (actually I did) scoff-a-lot to the heafty weight of 16 stone. (I do feel queezy when I say **write** that.)
I'm here because 2 weeks ago after showering I sat at the end of my bed in tears because NONE of my clothes fitted me properly. I have gone so far that I have busted out of them all. Tops that wouldn't do up properly, jeans I couldn't zip up without laying on the bed taking a deep breath and quickly zipping them up only not quite able to breathe properly afterwards lol. I had to face the weight problem It was hard, I had ignored it for such a long time. First off I had to realise that for now temporarily I am a size 20, biggest I have ever been. So I went out and bought some clothes to tie me over. I got home and cried the rain then ignored my weight again
So here I am day 1
So far I have had a black coffee no sugar.
Jeez, I know how to ramble on, sorry for boring you all to tears but hey thats my journey to CD so far. I guess I will be hanging around here for a very long time as i think I have about 7 stones to lose (ouch that hurts)
I'm willing to hold hands throughout this diet. Please someone hold my hand too and together we can reach our targets together.
Mrs Scoffalot.