milkybar
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thats better !
well as my title says im on day 2 of sole source its been 4 years since i last did CD.
im sat here trying to focus on everything but my stomach, after cooking my partners dinner and then sitting watching him eat it i feel like crying!
I need something to help me focus and stop thinking about it ! its only day 2 iv got along way to go yet!
i need your help!!!
iv had the maple and pecan porridge for breakfast and iv never had anything so truly putrid but becasue it was so bad i managed to do 2 pints of water just trying to get it down!
so i guess theres a plus side.
today i made mint choc milkshake with ice and it was lovely, so might have something similar for my dinner.
For some reason i remember it being easier last time round!
iv got sooo much to loose i dont know how i will do it .
and on the 16th my friends has invited us all to the harvester for her birthday, i dont want to eat but at the same time im not telling anyone that im back on cambridge(long story but i cant)
so im thinking of having just a plain bit of chicken or just salad or maybe some fish ! i just dont want to drop out of ketosis!!!!:wave_cry::wave_cry:
thats better !
well as my title says im on day 2 of sole source its been 4 years since i last did CD.
im sat here trying to focus on everything but my stomach, after cooking my partners dinner and then sitting watching him eat it i feel like crying!
I need something to help me focus and stop thinking about it ! its only day 2 iv got along way to go yet!
i need your help!!!
iv had the maple and pecan porridge for breakfast and iv never had anything so truly putrid but becasue it was so bad i managed to do 2 pints of water just trying to get it down!
so i guess theres a plus side.
today i made mint choc milkshake with ice and it was lovely, so might have something similar for my dinner.
For some reason i remember it being easier last time round!
iv got sooo much to loose i dont know how i will do it .
and on the 16th my friends has invited us all to the harvester for her birthday, i dont want to eat but at the same time im not telling anyone that im back on cambridge(long story but i cant)
so im thinking of having just a plain bit of chicken or just salad or maybe some fish ! i just dont want to drop out of ketosis!!!!:wave_cry::wave_cry: