Well a big hello to everyone.
As you can see i joined this forum a long time ago and did try LL then, i just wasn't ready and for various reasons stopped.
Since then things have changed, i need to lose this weight so that hunsband and i can have IVF. The major problem is that i need to lose 8 stone before i can have the treatment and i feel so despondant and helpless(even though i know this is all in my hands)
So...i started 4 days ago, today being day 4 and i can honestly say that today has been the worst day and i want to cave in and eat, i am taking one hour at a time!!!
I guess i just feel like i have lost my best friend 'food' and don't know how to survive the following months without it, i feel i have lost enjoyment.
I went to my pop in meeting and after 2 days i had lost 5lb which is fantastic but i still want to cry when i look at how much i still have to lose.
i am hoping to read some threads and find inspiration there, many of you have done fantastically and that deserves credit.
well off fro a choc shake now, thanks for reading my ramblings
Blue x
As you can see i joined this forum a long time ago and did try LL then, i just wasn't ready and for various reasons stopped.
Since then things have changed, i need to lose this weight so that hunsband and i can have IVF. The major problem is that i need to lose 8 stone before i can have the treatment and i feel so despondant and helpless(even though i know this is all in my hands)
So...i started 4 days ago, today being day 4 and i can honestly say that today has been the worst day and i want to cave in and eat, i am taking one hour at a time!!!
I guess i just feel like i have lost my best friend 'food' and don't know how to survive the following months without it, i feel i have lost enjoyment.
I went to my pop in meeting and after 2 days i had lost 5lb which is fantastic but i still want to cry when i look at how much i still have to lose.
i am hoping to read some threads and find inspiration there, many of you have done fantastically and that deserves credit.
well off fro a choc shake now, thanks for reading my ramblings
Blue x