Nathalie20
Cambridge Diet Counsellor
So onto the diet front!
I was going to restart on Tuesday but then went out the window and the same yesterday but today is the day! I now weigh more than I've weighed in a long long time! My clothes don't fit and I just feel awful and am so upset with myself. I feel like crying at times. I know Im probably only a 14 at most but all my clothes are a 12 so I need to shift it. I've got about 2 stone to go before Im happy and have my 1/2 stone buffer so it is now or never!
I am going to ss/790 as before and I'm not going out anywhere to disrupt me! I was supposed to be going out for a prty this weekend but Im not up to it and next week is the wedding reception but I am now so so so broke that I can't go (another loads of issues is my lack of money and the bride is going to kick my ass when I tell her and it is going to cause a massive argument but I just can't do it) Anyway rambling aside. In 6 weeks Im going back to see all my old friends so I need to be at least 1 1/2 stone lighter by then!!!!
Day 1 going well - 1 shake, 1L of water and 1 coffee down. Iv got my tetra with me, turkey + veg in the fridge at home and a bag full of determination! So here it is I am going to take this 1 day at a time and I will shift this weight (deja vu huh!?! lol) propely. I don't have the pressure on me for the wedding which is why i think i sabotaged myself etc so I know Im going to do it properly now
Anyway girlies how are you all getting on?? It feels like I have been gone for ages not 2 weeks!
x x x
Oh and Mr flower man bought me some gorgeous gorgeous shoes whilst i was away...Christian Louboutins!!!!!
I was going to restart on Tuesday but then went out the window and the same yesterday but today is the day! I now weigh more than I've weighed in a long long time! My clothes don't fit and I just feel awful and am so upset with myself. I feel like crying at times. I know Im probably only a 14 at most but all my clothes are a 12 so I need to shift it. I've got about 2 stone to go before Im happy and have my 1/2 stone buffer so it is now or never!
I am going to ss/790 as before and I'm not going out anywhere to disrupt me! I was supposed to be going out for a prty this weekend but Im not up to it and next week is the wedding reception but I am now so so so broke that I can't go (another loads of issues is my lack of money and the bride is going to kick my ass when I tell her and it is going to cause a massive argument but I just can't do it) Anyway rambling aside. In 6 weeks Im going back to see all my old friends so I need to be at least 1 1/2 stone lighter by then!!!!
Day 1 going well - 1 shake, 1L of water and 1 coffee down. Iv got my tetra with me, turkey + veg in the fridge at home and a bag full of determination! So here it is I am going to take this 1 day at a time and I will shift this weight (deja vu huh!?! lol) propely. I don't have the pressure on me for the wedding which is why i think i sabotaged myself etc so I know Im going to do it properly now
Anyway girlies how are you all getting on?? It feels like I have been gone for ages not 2 weeks!
x x x
Oh and Mr flower man bought me some gorgeous gorgeous shoes whilst i was away...Christian Louboutins!!!!!
