natalieann
Silver Member
right everyone ive had a bad two weeks and stayed the same, which im happy with in way as didnt gain at least, but anyway, as you all know i lost 3 stone on this and gotvery close to goal, then i regained a stone and came back but been finding it hard, anyway that aside
when i lost my first two stone felt amazing, couldnt stop looking in the mirror, confidence took pics and uploaded them etc, but since i gain a stone back i feel fat and ugly,even tho im still 2 stone lighter then when i started which is still brill
i was ready to jack it all in today and join slimming world, but whats stopped me is........... i learned two new dances on dance central, and while doing them felt great, really sexy and very proud id learned them to get a score of 97% out of 100% of the moves right, so i thought i mist be good at it, copying the slim sexy dancer on screen made me feel just as sexy UNTIL
i got my little girl to film me doing just dance-lady gaga and cascada-evacuate the dancefloor, felt brill doing it, all moves perfect score-i sh*t hot at this i thought, anyway on wathing the vids back i wanted to cry, i just look like a misshapen fat worn down mother, i look awful, my arms, face, neck, belly were all wobbly and im now discusting in myself that i ever thought i looked better, yeah a little but i still look fat as hell, saggy, and revolting
rant over, im gutted:sigh:
when i lost my first two stone felt amazing, couldnt stop looking in the mirror, confidence took pics and uploaded them etc, but since i gain a stone back i feel fat and ugly,even tho im still 2 stone lighter then when i started which is still brill
i was ready to jack it all in today and join slimming world, but whats stopped me is........... i learned two new dances on dance central, and while doing them felt great, really sexy and very proud id learned them to get a score of 97% out of 100% of the moves right, so i thought i mist be good at it, copying the slim sexy dancer on screen made me feel just as sexy UNTIL
i got my little girl to film me doing just dance-lady gaga and cascada-evacuate the dancefloor, felt brill doing it, all moves perfect score-i sh*t hot at this i thought, anyway on wathing the vids back i wanted to cry, i just look like a misshapen fat worn down mother, i look awful, my arms, face, neck, belly were all wobbly and im now discusting in myself that i ever thought i looked better, yeah a little but i still look fat as hell, saggy, and revolting
rant over, im gutted:sigh: