BrokenMirrors
Silver Member
I effing hate pro-points, I hate them I hate them, I HATE THEM!!
I admit, I found it hard to get into the new programme and had put on a few pounds but from last week I really threw myself into it. This is the second time I have really pushed myself on ProPoints, the first time I gained a pound and this time I gained TWO!
I am now 8 pounds over what I was at Christmas, and my self esteem is shot :cry:I can see the weight creeping back onto me, and it frightens me, I refuse to let this happen. Even when I try my best on PP, I sts or GAIN! What is wrong with me?? Even when I was half doing the Discover Plan I would lose weight.
This week I planned all my lunches, and when I went to the cinema on Friday all I had was a diet coke! I used my weekly pro-points on a McDonalds and drinks on Saturday night (I drink malibu and diet coke, 2pp a drink).
If I had sts I would be ok but a GAIN I ended up crying to a woman from my meeting in the supermarket afterwards - how mortifying :sigh:
This week if I don't have a good loss, I'm going to have to accept that I need to move onto something else. I cannot face feeling like this any longer, it's making me lose faith in WW (and believe me, I used to call it my religion) and worse yet, I'm scared that I'll lose faith in myself.
I cannot put this weight back on.
Please, any tips, advice, support, mottos WHATEVER you have to get me through thus week, send them this way.
They're needed :wave_cry:
I admit, I found it hard to get into the new programme and had put on a few pounds but from last week I really threw myself into it. This is the second time I have really pushed myself on ProPoints, the first time I gained a pound and this time I gained TWO!
I am now 8 pounds over what I was at Christmas, and my self esteem is shot :cry:I can see the weight creeping back onto me, and it frightens me, I refuse to let this happen. Even when I try my best on PP, I sts or GAIN! What is wrong with me?? Even when I was half doing the Discover Plan I would lose weight.
This week I planned all my lunches, and when I went to the cinema on Friday all I had was a diet coke! I used my weekly pro-points on a McDonalds and drinks on Saturday night (I drink malibu and diet coke, 2pp a drink).
If I had sts I would be ok but a GAIN I ended up crying to a woman from my meeting in the supermarket afterwards - how mortifying :sigh:
This week if I don't have a good loss, I'm going to have to accept that I need to move onto something else. I cannot face feeling like this any longer, it's making me lose faith in WW (and believe me, I used to call it my religion) and worse yet, I'm scared that I'll lose faith in myself.
I cannot put this weight back on.
Please, any tips, advice, support, mottos WHATEVER you have to get me through thus week, send them this way.
They're needed :wave_cry: