liz0703
Silver Member
Day 8 without food whoop whoop!!!
Anyway, was up really early with the boys this morning, so went back to bed for a nap about 11. During that time, I dreamt I was making their dinner, buttering crusty bread, I ate some without realising, so I though I may as well eat the rest, then a big bar of dairy milk. I then felt really bad and guilty and wandered should I carry on eating, or just get back on the shakes but what would be the point as I would be going through the torture and have put weight on...
I then woke up! And realised I hadnt eaten and it was all a dream. I cant describe to you how real it felt, the taste of the food, the guilt!! Sooooo real. I even doubted myself, but I know I have no crusty bread or chocolate in the house, so I know it wasnt real. It was so strange. But the guilt feelings felt so real. I am glad I experienced them without actually having to eat, so I know how I food feel if I did eat, it was horrible!!!!
What an odd experience!!!
Anyway, was up really early with the boys this morning, so went back to bed for a nap about 11. During that time, I dreamt I was making their dinner, buttering crusty bread, I ate some without realising, so I though I may as well eat the rest, then a big bar of dairy milk. I then felt really bad and guilty and wandered should I carry on eating, or just get back on the shakes but what would be the point as I would be going through the torture and have put weight on...
I then woke up! And realised I hadnt eaten and it was all a dream. I cant describe to you how real it felt, the taste of the food, the guilt!! Sooooo real. I even doubted myself, but I know I have no crusty bread or chocolate in the house, so I know it wasnt real. It was so strange. But the guilt feelings felt so real. I am glad I experienced them without actually having to eat, so I know how I food feel if I did eat, it was horrible!!!!
What an odd experience!!!