Angharad
Full Member
Having spent a few teen years as a bullemic myself i understand that food will always be an issue with me. I always wanted to eat everything i wanted and lots of it but when the bullemia stopped that just made me into a 15stone whopper.
I have been on LT now for 11 weeks and still look longingly at the foods i used to eat before. I haven't cheated once. But last week when my pharmacist said i should re-feed in a month when im down to 10st 7 i almost felt sick.
I don't trust myself with food even after this long without. I love the new body and the new confidence but a side of me never wants to eat again lol
I have been on LT now for 11 weeks and still look longingly at the foods i used to eat before. I haven't cheated once. But last week when my pharmacist said i should re-feed in a month when im down to 10st 7 i almost felt sick.
I don't trust myself with food even after this long without. I love the new body and the new confidence but a side of me never wants to eat again lol