kayla121012
Member
hi all..
not really sure what to write.. just that im feeling really down at the moment...
my boyfriend ended up rushing me to the out of hours doc on sunday nite whereby i was rushed to hospital by ambulance unable to breathe... absolutely scared the living daylighs outta me...and the wind is gone from my sails since...Thankfully i was left out later that morning with plenty antibiotics for pneumonia.. but im just so tired... and cant seem to muster up the energy to do much..
ive no doubt that my weight has gone up since.. cos himself has been doing the cooking and to be honest neither of us have been too picky bout what to eat since it happened.. i just cant seem to get into the right frame of mind to pick myself up and start again..although to be honest im prob still coming to terms with what actually happened..
no energy left... and just plodding through the day... my motivation has gone even though i still want to do this as much as ever.. but just no buzz left in me.. hoping it will pass once i bounce back to full health again..
just checking in anyhow.. was either e mail or eat... and been doin enough of that the last few days..:break_diet:
hopefully in a few days things will look up...sorry for bringing the place down..just needed to put my feelings down somewhere..
kayla
not really sure what to write.. just that im feeling really down at the moment...
my boyfriend ended up rushing me to the out of hours doc on sunday nite whereby i was rushed to hospital by ambulance unable to breathe... absolutely scared the living daylighs outta me...and the wind is gone from my sails since...Thankfully i was left out later that morning with plenty antibiotics for pneumonia.. but im just so tired... and cant seem to muster up the energy to do much..
ive no doubt that my weight has gone up since.. cos himself has been doing the cooking and to be honest neither of us have been too picky bout what to eat since it happened.. i just cant seem to get into the right frame of mind to pick myself up and start again..although to be honest im prob still coming to terms with what actually happened..
no energy left... and just plodding through the day... my motivation has gone even though i still want to do this as much as ever.. but just no buzz left in me.. hoping it will pass once i bounce back to full health again..
just checking in anyhow.. was either e mail or eat... and been doin enough of that the last few days..:break_diet:
hopefully in a few days things will look up...sorry for bringing the place down..just needed to put my feelings down somewhere..
kayla