Mummy_Helen
Silver Member
I have had about 2 hrs sleep in the last 48 hrs. My 5 yr old daughter has been in hospital with a 40.1C temp, she has accute tonsilitus AND an ear infection, AND gastroenteritis.
I am exhausted looking after her and haven't been able to cook from scratch for the last 2 days. I know I haven't had my 1/3 because I just don't have the time, I've just been grabbing and going, but I haven't gone over my syns. Yet. Tonight is WI and I have a feeling that I may have gained, and I don't care about that, my baby comes first, but all I want to do is get a takeaway after WI, and not a good takeaway and then eat a mound of chocolate and pringles. I KNOW I shouldn't do it, but I just can't be bothered with anything at the moment. It's like I have an angel and a devil on each shoulder, one says "sod it, get that korma and naan bread", and the other says "You're so close son't **** it up now"
I don't know why I'm posting this really, just feeling sorry for myself I think... Tell me I can get through the sleep deprivation and yuckies without falling off the wagon and then getting run over by it!
I am exhausted looking after her and haven't been able to cook from scratch for the last 2 days. I know I haven't had my 1/3 because I just don't have the time, I've just been grabbing and going, but I haven't gone over my syns. Yet. Tonight is WI and I have a feeling that I may have gained, and I don't care about that, my baby comes first, but all I want to do is get a takeaway after WI, and not a good takeaway and then eat a mound of chocolate and pringles. I KNOW I shouldn't do it, but I just can't be bothered with anything at the moment. It's like I have an angel and a devil on each shoulder, one says "sod it, get that korma and naan bread", and the other says "You're so close son't **** it up now"
I don't know why I'm posting this really, just feeling sorry for myself I think... Tell me I can get through the sleep deprivation and yuckies without falling off the wagon and then getting run over by it!