doing-this-for-my-girls
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DAY 2
Ok so thought i would try writing a diary as so many of you seem to do. Again this is for myself but feel free to comment, advise or to just chat i really dont mind.
A little about me
Well i am 30 and have 3 daughters and a loving husband.
I weighed in yesterday 02/10/2012 at a staggering 20stone 8lb (my heaviest yet)
I nearly died. So i got to do this, i dont want my kids to be embarrassed by their fat mummy who cant play in the park or chase them like the other mummys. I actually went to the doctors to ask for surgery but was told it would take years. first year under hospital dietician then if they say so i can go on the list but then anyone with diabeties or other medical problems due to weight they would go first. Being really healthy medical wise i stand no chance even though my back hurts my knees hurt my left hip hurts i know it is all down to me being fat, so pretty much hate myself at the minute.
So i have decided that i am going to do it this way. Some family are ok with it some are not but i have told them to keep there ideas to themselves as i have to do this.
Roll on day 3 i am going to bed early tonight so i am not tempted, So after kids have eaten and i have cleaned up when they go to bed at 7 so will i. lol may seem a little drastic but hubby at work till midnight and dont want to be downstairs si i am tempted to pick.
Good luck to all on their journeys
xx
Ok so thought i would try writing a diary as so many of you seem to do. Again this is for myself but feel free to comment, advise or to just chat i really dont mind.
A little about me
Well i am 30 and have 3 daughters and a loving husband.
I weighed in yesterday 02/10/2012 at a staggering 20stone 8lb (my heaviest yet)
I nearly died. So i got to do this, i dont want my kids to be embarrassed by their fat mummy who cant play in the park or chase them like the other mummys. I actually went to the doctors to ask for surgery but was told it would take years. first year under hospital dietician then if they say so i can go on the list but then anyone with diabeties or other medical problems due to weight they would go first. Being really healthy medical wise i stand no chance even though my back hurts my knees hurt my left hip hurts i know it is all down to me being fat, so pretty much hate myself at the minute.
So i have decided that i am going to do it this way. Some family are ok with it some are not but i have told them to keep there ideas to themselves as i have to do this.
Roll on day 3 i am going to bed early tonight so i am not tempted, So after kids have eaten and i have cleaned up when they go to bed at 7 so will i. lol may seem a little drastic but hubby at work till midnight and dont want to be downstairs si i am tempted to pick.
Good luck to all on their journeys
xx
