LittleMissCupcake
Minimins is the best!
hi guys
just got back from WI and feeling down.
I did OK, i lost 2lbs...i was 4lbs away from my 3 stone and i really really really wanted it tonight!
i know ive done well up to now (i only started at the beginning of feb)but i still just look at myself and know ive got such a looooonnnggg way to go and i get so depressed!
i feel sick thinking about how far ive still got to go...
whats making it worse is DH and I are starting the adoption process and had initial visit, social worker was nice but mentioned my weight, and said i have to have a full medical and im really scared!!!!! im worried there will be something wrong with me!!!!!!!!!!!
Everyone keeps telling me not to worry (its in a few months at least and i will have lost even more weight) but i i cant help it! i know im being negative but grrrrrrr!
i know this is cause its TOTM next week so im feeling really tearful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
feel like a right plum!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:cry:
just got back from WI and feeling down.
I did OK, i lost 2lbs...i was 4lbs away from my 3 stone and i really really really wanted it tonight!
i know ive done well up to now (i only started at the beginning of feb)but i still just look at myself and know ive got such a looooonnnggg way to go and i get so depressed!
i feel sick thinking about how far ive still got to go...
whats making it worse is DH and I are starting the adoption process and had initial visit, social worker was nice but mentioned my weight, and said i have to have a full medical and im really scared!!!!! im worried there will be something wrong with me!!!!!!!!!!!
Everyone keeps telling me not to worry (its in a few months at least and i will have lost even more weight) but i i cant help it! i know im being negative but grrrrrrr!
i know this is cause its TOTM next week so im feeling really tearful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
feel like a right plum!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:cry: