Angellore
Full Member
I had a great loss this week and was feeling great. I have stuck to my points so am hoping for another loss next week. However a couple of things have made me feel very low. Yesterday when I was on the way home from work I got on the tube and it was very busy. There was two blokes behind me and they started saying very loudly "it's like weight watchers on here. I am getting crushed. You need to go to weight watchers". They then proceeded to tell a fat joke which was horrible. Now while I know that they actually made themselves look like the total idiots that they are and they really shouldn't matter I was really embarrassed and upset because it was clearly aimed at me. Why should they be able to behave like that and make me feel so awful?
On top of that one of my colleagues has posted the pictures from our work Xmas party on Facebook and the one pic of me Is with two size 10 girls and I look awful and huge. The two things together are really getting to me.
I know I am doing something about it and am thinking how good next years Xmas pics are going to look, but right now I just want to hide away and never leave my flat again.
Sorry for such a long post.
On top of that one of my colleagues has posted the pictures from our work Xmas party on Facebook and the one pic of me Is with two size 10 girls and I look awful and huge. The two things together are really getting to me.
I know I am doing something about it and am thinking how good next years Xmas pics are going to look, but right now I just want to hide away and never leave my flat again.
Sorry for such a long post.