melarnz
Silver Member
Hi guys
I've come here to just spill my emotions. I have taken into account its my time of the month, somit is probably a hormone imbalance or something, but I'm feeling sorry for myself today
I was reminded today that this time last year I had I was 4 stone lighter than I am now, and had lost a massive 8 stone. Since then it has all gone downhill and straight on as fat.
I can't believe I let myself get this big again, and feel really disappointed with myself. I am now cutting it fine to try to lose the inches to get into a size 20 wedding dress that I have ordered; if I'd carried on I would be swaning around antigua in a 12.
I have also found out that a couple of my guests want to get married while they are there, which in itself doesn't bother me much, but she is skinny and I am fat. So as women do will obviously be comparing myself to her.
I do not feel imam going to come off plan, but this with me getting behind with my studies, and not having time to organise a party for my 2 yr olds birthday tomorrow AND having a rubbish few weeks at work has left me feeling like I'm struggling to cope and 'food' being my coping mechanism in the past has been taken away from me. I am trying to find something to replace it.
I've come here to just spill my emotions. I have taken into account its my time of the month, somit is probably a hormone imbalance or something, but I'm feeling sorry for myself today
I was reminded today that this time last year I had I was 4 stone lighter than I am now, and had lost a massive 8 stone. Since then it has all gone downhill and straight on as fat.
I can't believe I let myself get this big again, and feel really disappointed with myself. I am now cutting it fine to try to lose the inches to get into a size 20 wedding dress that I have ordered; if I'd carried on I would be swaning around antigua in a 12.
I have also found out that a couple of my guests want to get married while they are there, which in itself doesn't bother me much, but she is skinny and I am fat. So as women do will obviously be comparing myself to her.
I do not feel imam going to come off plan, but this with me getting behind with my studies, and not having time to organise a party for my 2 yr olds birthday tomorrow AND having a rubbish few weeks at work has left me feeling like I'm struggling to cope and 'food' being my coping mechanism in the past has been taken away from me. I am trying to find something to replace it.