Hi honey
Oh, I know so well how you feel, I have been there many times. Ok, you have gained 7lb. It feels like a lot but in the grand scheme of things it is not the end of the world. You have made a life changing decision - to try CD. And really, it works. Look at some of the amazing stories on here, soontobegorgeous, Porgeous and all of the other amazing people like icemoose. In a few weeks time you will be well on your way to feeling slimmer and fitter, and more positive. You are there now, you had your holiday and it was good. Fantastic! Commit to this, and imagine how fab you will feel onyour next holiday. It is not just losing weight, but gaining confidence. a lot of us here have had weight problems our whole lives, I remember spending three days crying on my bed at the age of 13 because I felt so fat and unattractive. But yet, here we are. Dont forget that most people feel low after a holiday anyway - it is natural as you come back to earth with a bump and back to the real world, work, family problems or whatever. Dont let this temporary feeling spoil your journey. You said yu are at the heaviest weight you have ever been. Right! So make this the heaviest weight you ever were - there is only really one way to go and that is down. Keep reading and posting and you will have all the support you need. We are all behind you and there are people on here that can really help. Good luck. Let us know how you are doing as much as possible.