ninababes
Gold Member
Evening all, feeling pretty down this evening, got weighed on friday and i'd put 5lbs on and i really don't know why no i hadnt been 100% but i definitely havent been BAD i'm all puffed up so much so my E ring that was falling off before christmas wont come off atall, my neck's killing me from this stupid whiplash and to make matters worse i've just realised i've actually gained a total of 7lbs in 2008 i'm mortified SO i've decided to change my goals so i wont be as downhearted with myself and am being a bit more realistic, if i lose 3lbs a week between now and wedding i'll have lost 100lbs in total if i lose 2lbs between now and july i'll have lost just short of 7 stone so either way i'm gonna look and feel fab but i really seem to have lost the reasons why i'm doing this i keep telling myself but it doesnt stop me from picking up things i shouldnt eat. And i should be on coud 9 coz my future mother in law has finally noticed i've lost weight and was over the moon for me but i just cant get that feeling that i'm not going to succeed and i'm going to be fat for the rest of my life out ofmy head. I'm down about the fact my body's broke and i can't do SS and i'm annoyed at myself for the slow weight loss and i know if i actually stuck to it even though it's not SS i'll lose the weight.
Sorry for moaning but i'm really fed up xx
Sorry for moaning but i'm really fed up xx