ladylite
Gold Member
I dont know what is happening, but I am really struggling at the moment. I feel really weak and out of control. I wont tell you what I did last night as I am ashamed.
Everyone seems to be so good, I feel like a failure. No I am not giving up, but I am frightened that I am going down hill.
I am on week 8 has anyone gone through this self distruct feeling at this stage and what do I do.
I did all the brain thinking whilst I was going through this, but it was like I couldnt get in touch with the right part of the brain. I always seem to self distruct when I am doing well and I am so afraid that this is what is happening.
Sorry for the English/spelling wrote quickly before I changed my mind about telling.
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Everyone seems to be so good, I feel like a failure. No I am not giving up, but I am frightened that I am going down hill.
I am on week 8 has anyone gone through this self distruct feeling at this stage and what do I do.
I did all the brain thinking whilst I was going through this, but it was like I couldnt get in touch with the right part of the brain. I always seem to self distruct when I am doing well and I am so afraid that this is what is happening.
Sorry for the English/spelling wrote quickly before I changed my mind about telling.
:break_diet: