You *definitely* deserve to be rewarded and I'm not just saying that, I firmly believe it. From my heaviest to my target is about five and a half stone and to begin with it seems almost impossible but reading other people's diaries and seeing their stats you begin to realise that it IS achievable. You seem to be a very determined person and to set yourself realistic, attainable goals, shorter term targets, really makes your (our) journey/s seem less daunting. You will also soon have a nice line of lovely colourful awards in your sig, I bet.

Oh and I both agree and with your comment about jeans, they are one of the least forgiving items of clothing! I can get my size 14s on and done up but really can't sit down for long in them without going blue in the face lol. I have a pair of black jeans in size 12 in the back of the wardrobe and if ever I can get into them comfortably, THEN I'll be really happy. For now, I prefer to be comfortable so don't often wear jeans at all lol.