LISACDVIRGIN
Silver Member
Hi every1!!
Well started back cd last monday after coming off for my holidays--and then some-- but since i started back i just cant seem to get back on ss 100%!!
its so frustrating knowing how well i did it before and i want it just as much if not more!!
anyway im taking drastic measures, my bro is coming to stay with me all weekend and he is kind of like my official cd prison officer! he has been ordered not to let me eat under any circumstances and to talk me out of it and make me see the reasons why im doing it when i hit that--i dont care i just wanna eat-- phase!
each time i do eat im so disappointed, i feel like if i just get by these first few days then i'll be fine like last time!!
anyway wish me luck for 2moro!!
x
Well started back cd last monday after coming off for my holidays--and then some-- but since i started back i just cant seem to get back on ss 100%!!
its so frustrating knowing how well i did it before and i want it just as much if not more!!
anyway im taking drastic measures, my bro is coming to stay with me all weekend and he is kind of like my official cd prison officer! he has been ordered not to let me eat under any circumstances and to talk me out of it and make me see the reasons why im doing it when i hit that--i dont care i just wanna eat-- phase!
each time i do eat im so disappointed, i feel like if i just get by these first few days then i'll be fine like last time!!
anyway wish me luck for 2moro!!
x