Lady Mhoram
Full Member
I am feeling really fustrated today. My tendonitis came back with avengance and I have been signed off work for another week. I don't like being stuck at home and I still can't go out with the local hiking club.
To make matters worse I blew my syns out of the water last night. I had some friends over and I made some free meat kebabs and got cheese curls and other low syns snacks in. However, a friend brought a chocolate cake and cut everyone a piece. I didn't even want it, but I felt like I would be a spoil sport if I didn't join in and would be letting them down, and I guess I was maybe a bit embaressed to admit I was on a diet. So I ate the stupid thing. I am sure I wont lose this week now
I find food in social situations hard to deal with. I never get cravings, there is so much chocolate in the house that I never touch, I baked a batch of cupcakes last week and didn't even lick the spoon - but I feel bad not joining in with things.
We try and have nights in together every couple of weeks and there are normally pizzas and cakes and total junk. I am not sure how to avoid it all.
I guess I'll have to tell them about my diet and take my own food with me - pots of pasta, fun size milky bars to have if the others bring cakes. I think I just wasn't prepared for what to do or say last night.
I guess I have learnt from this and will be more ready for it next time.
Sorry for the rant - helps to tell someone
To make matters worse I blew my syns out of the water last night. I had some friends over and I made some free meat kebabs and got cheese curls and other low syns snacks in. However, a friend brought a chocolate cake and cut everyone a piece. I didn't even want it, but I felt like I would be a spoil sport if I didn't join in and would be letting them down, and I guess I was maybe a bit embaressed to admit I was on a diet. So I ate the stupid thing. I am sure I wont lose this week now
I find food in social situations hard to deal with. I never get cravings, there is so much chocolate in the house that I never touch, I baked a batch of cupcakes last week and didn't even lick the spoon - but I feel bad not joining in with things.
We try and have nights in together every couple of weeks and there are normally pizzas and cakes and total junk. I am not sure how to avoid it all.
I guess I'll have to tell them about my diet and take my own food with me - pots of pasta, fun size milky bars to have if the others bring cakes. I think I just wasn't prepared for what to do or say last night.
I guess I have learnt from this and will be more ready for it next time.
Sorry for the rant - helps to tell someone