Sz10pleease,
Well done on your WI, I remember that elated feeling!!! Enjoy it!!
I had my official WI this morning (official on my home scales), and I am up another 1.3 lbs, and suffice to say that I am devastated!!!
I think that just puts me back into the obese range, and means my final week of TFR has just been undone in 2 days.
I am feeling really bitter and upset right now, and amn't thinking logically at all, so I probably shouldn't post, but I'm doing it anyway.
I did actually eat a leftover 1/3 of a Maintenance bar last night, which puts my daily calories at 910! BUT I had the most stressful night ever, I was getting ready to leave for the supermarket at the agreed time and my BF started having a coronary because he had taken a clients website off line for some testing, and had discovered a problem, and couldn't drive me to the supermarket until he'd fixed it (and he's thorough, so "fixed" means flawless), and I didn't handle it the best. I didn't blow up or anything, just sighed and went to play the Sims in the other room, but I could have been supportive and loving. THEN, when we finally got out of the apartment we discovered the car battery was dead (our neighbour was like "oh yeah, I thought you'd left your lights on..." I can't believe he wouldn't have told us, he lives beneath us, it would have been 1 flight of stairs, and there's only 6 apartments, I would tell him!
So, that involved calling the bfs father and getting him to come out at 9pm to give us a jump start. Then my father called me on the phone as we were dealing with it, and he'd given me a new phone on Sat that I need to get unlocked for my network, and he asked how the phone was working out and just with everything else that was going on I forgot about the new phone and replied "what phone?" and dad doesn't have much money (I'm the eldest of 6 children), and I sounded really unappreciative (and he gave me money (600 euro) for new clothes after losing all the weight on Sat) and I couldn't tell him why I was so stressed cos he gave me the car for my 21st and I don't want him to be worrying about it costing me money.
Anyway, the car got going again, but it was touch and go for a little while, and then we had to drive it up and down the motorway for an hour to recharge the battery, and it was a bitterly cold night, and we couldn't have the heater on cos it would drain the battery, so to prevent the windscreen steaming up we had to have the windows open, and I was freezing, and I really needed to use the loo!
After that we went to the supermarket, and some B******s were doing crazy stuff with their cars (screeching and speeding and turning) and they came really close to hitting my bf as he got our shopping bags out of the boot, and I was so frightenend.
I did the shopping, which I had to do, because I'm committed to do this Halloween bake sale tomorrow (I'm a good baker), and I needed ingredients for the 200+ cakes that I am baking today, and also some stuff for during the week, and then of course the staff at Tesco decide that the only til they'll bother to open is the one that the receipts don't print on (wtf??? 30 checkouts and they open the broken one!!!) and I needed a receipt because I get the money back off the committee of the charity that the bakesale is for, and they get the profit. So I had to insist on a new til being opened.
Then I arrived home at about 1am, exhausted and stressed, and my bf broke into the beer and chocolate, and despite all my cravings and urges I had a cup of decaffinated tea and that 1/3 Maintenance bar, so I was feeling pretty proud of myself.....and then to wake up this morning and be up 1.3lbs! It's just devastating!
Now I'm crying...I'm such a loser!
AND I have to spend the whole day making carrot cake, jam doughnut muffins, fairy cakes, rocky road, brownies, and mud pies (chocolate muffins with a jelly worm sticking out).
I'm so scared all the weight will go back on! I will do anything to keep it off, I don't care how little I have to eat, I can't gain it back, i just simply can't!!!!
Sorry for the rant, sorry sorry sorry sorry
Love Guen :cry: