Feel bad today but know I shouldn't. My skinny friend asked If I was going out last night my reply was no then came the discussion of we love you the way you are then the raised voices. Naturally slim people don't understand how it is that when you have fought against weight issues all your life how hard it is to loose weight. I have no self esteem or confidence at the moment but feel that it is rising everyday I am on this diet and all I want to do is be left alone and get on with it and constantly been asked to do things I know I won't feel happy about isn't helping. Fed up with having to explain myself to people about how i'm dieting. Leave me do it my way and get on with it then some time soon all my friends will see the old confident Louise again.