Jayellekay
this time - the last time
May sound odd but I cannot believe I have made it this far. Day 26 - 100% on ss. No excuses, no cheating. I am actually amazed. It's like reading someone else's achievement!
Still a long way to go, and although its not been easy, it hasn't really been that hard.
I started positively, and believed that I could do this...but didn't really believe. Not really. Me? Me the fat girl. Me that sneaks food to hide my binges from everyone - including my own long term memory!
So I owe it to myself to recognise this achievement.
If I could pick apart my current mind set. And save it for a future date when I will probably be lacking some willpower I would.
Anyone else out-achieved their expectations of them selves?
I'm thinking that next time I do anything....I really should raise my expectations!
Still a long way to go, and although its not been easy, it hasn't really been that hard.
I started positively, and believed that I could do this...but didn't really believe. Not really. Me? Me the fat girl. Me that sneaks food to hide my binges from everyone - including my own long term memory!
So I owe it to myself to recognise this achievement.
If I could pick apart my current mind set. And save it for a future date when I will probably be lacking some willpower I would.
Anyone else out-achieved their expectations of them selves?
I'm thinking that next time I do anything....I really should raise my expectations!
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