Lexie_dog
UNLEASHING THE BEAST!
Sorry to be a moan, but I'm having a really down day and need to vent.
I started CD at 15 stone 6. I've got rid of almost 3 stone, weighing in this morning at 12st 7. I know I've done well.
So why does it feel like I'm never going to get there? I just want to go and toddle round to the takeaway and get something nice. I've not though, I know its not the answer but I just feel so sh!t today that its unreal.
Nothings happened, I'm not due TOTM, my weight shift this week has been about 3lbs, I've not cheated. So what is my problem?
Admittedly I have a banging sore head but I just don't know what the issue is. I feel just as fat as when I started but now miserable for entirley different (and as yet unknown reasons)
I've shed 1.5 stone on CD this time around and all my clothes still fit, I can't see a difference and I feel a mess. I don't see the point in anything anymore. If I'm always going to feel fat all the diets in world aren't going to help.
Now if this was anyone else, I'd tell them to get a hold of themself, provide reassurance and hopefully that would be it. So why can't I do it for myself?
I'm not going to the takeaway either, I know its not the answer. I just want to go have a good cry really and I don't quite know why. I'm verging on self loathing at the moment.
I started CD at 15 stone 6. I've got rid of almost 3 stone, weighing in this morning at 12st 7. I know I've done well.
So why does it feel like I'm never going to get there? I just want to go and toddle round to the takeaway and get something nice. I've not though, I know its not the answer but I just feel so sh!t today that its unreal.
Nothings happened, I'm not due TOTM, my weight shift this week has been about 3lbs, I've not cheated. So what is my problem?
Admittedly I have a banging sore head but I just don't know what the issue is. I feel just as fat as when I started but now miserable for entirley different (and as yet unknown reasons)
I've shed 1.5 stone on CD this time around and all my clothes still fit, I can't see a difference and I feel a mess. I don't see the point in anything anymore. If I'm always going to feel fat all the diets in world aren't going to help.
Now if this was anyone else, I'd tell them to get a hold of themself, provide reassurance and hopefully that would be it. So why can't I do it for myself?
I'm not going to the takeaway either, I know its not the answer. I just want to go have a good cry really and I don't quite know why. I'm verging on self loathing at the moment.