Oooh lottie you are sooo organised!
Is that your dress? It looks beautiful if it is a bit like the one I have chosen...
I love ebay too theres so many bargains!

I got weighed yesterday and have lost 7.1lbs so far after 3 days, so Im not expecting to lose anymore by my next weigh in now!
I have put a deposit on a dress which is costing my poor dad nearly 4k!

I know, I know but he insisted!
Its beautiful but the only thing is they want me to order it in a size 24! Im only a size 16 in regular clothes at the minute (14 on a good day!) so Im really not keen to do that but from the measurement charts they have I do fall between a size 22/24!
I nearly cried

Anyway Im supposed to go and get measured next Friday for the final time to see how much I have lost and then they will have to order it!
Im scared, I dunno whether to just order it big and get it taken in (but if I lose too much the crystal detailing will be out of line or order a smaller size and pray I dont fall off the wagon and that I get into it...if I dont tho I am buggered as I cant afford another one

and I will have let my dad down by stupidly ordering a too small dress.
I have a week to decide and its keeping me awake at night.
On the one hand I know that buying a smaller dress would keep me on the straight and narrow but what if I was really good for the next 7/8 months and still didnt manage to get into it?
Im so stressed.
Pixie x