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  So pleased with my weight loss i treated myself to food :sigh:  Although i knew it was wrong i just needed something real, it was cheese a small piece but so typical of my attitude to food. Its a reward, its a treat, its for comfort, its to cheer me up when i am down.  I am learning that i have find a way to change my attitude.  hopefully not too much damage done but i need to change my attitude once a and for all  thanks to you all for your words of wisdom